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THE DEVIL
AND
MISS PRYM
by
Translated by Amanda Hopkinson and Nick Caistor
Harper Collins Ptty/stars 77-85 Fulham Palace Road Hammersmith
London W6 8JB
The HarperCollins website address is: www.fireandwater.com
Paulo Coelho's website address is: www.paulocoelho.com.br
First published in English by HarperCollinsPwfe/js/ws 2001 This edition
published 2002 13579 10 8642
© Paulo Coelho 2000
English translation © Amanda Hopkinson and Nick Caistor
Paulo Coelho asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of this
work A catalogue record for this book is available from the British Library
ISBN 0 00 711605 5
Printed and bound in Great Britain by Omnia Books Limited, Glasgow
All the characters in this book are fictitious, and any resemblance to actual
persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.
All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored
in a retrieval system, or transmitted,
Hail Mary, conceived without sin, pray for us who turn to Thee for help.
Amen.
ALSO BY PAULO COELHO
The Alchemist
The Pilgrimage The Valkyries
By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept
The Fifth Mountain
Veronika Decides to Die
And a certain ruler asked him, saying, 'Good Master, what shall I do to
inherit eternal life?' And Jesus said unto him, 'Why callest thou me good?
None is good, save one, that is God.'
Luke 18: 18-19
Author's note
The first story about division comes from ancient Persia: the god of time,
having created the universe, sees harmony all around him, but feels that
there is still something very important missing - a companion with whom
to share all this beauty.
For a thousand years, he prays for a son. The story does not say to whom
he prays, given that he is omnipotent, the sole, supreme lord;
nevertheless, he prays and, finally, he becomes pregnant.
When he realises he has achieved his heart's desire, the god of time is
filled with remorse, suddenly conscious of how fragile the balance of
things is. But it is too late and the child is already on its way. All he
achieves by his lamentations is to cause the son he is carrying in his belly
to divide into two.
The legend recounts that just as Good (Ormuzd) is born out of the god of
time's prayers, so Evil (Ahriman) is born out of his remorse - twin
brothers.
However, Evil - being very intelligent and resourceful - manages to push
Ormuzd aside at the moment of their birth, and thus is the first to see the
light of the stars.
Distraught, the god of time resolves to forge alliances on Ormuzd's behalf:
he brings into being the human race so that they can fight alongside
Ormuzd and stop Ahriman taking control of everything.
In the Persian legend, the human race is born to be the ally of Good, and,
according to tradition, Good will triumph in the end. However, many
centuries later, another story about division emerges, this time presenting
the opposite view: man as the instrument of Evil.
I imagine that most people will know which story I mean. A man and a
woman are in the Garden of Eden, enjoying every imaginable delight. But
one thing is forbidden: the couple can never know the meaning of Good
and Evil. The Lord God says (Genesis 2: 17: 'But of the tree of the
knowledge of Good and Evil, thou shalt not eat of it...'.
And one fine day the serpent appears, swearing that this knowledge is
more important than paradise itself and that they should possess that
knowledge. The woman refuses, saying that God has threatened her with
death, but the serpent assures her that nothing of the kind will happen but
quite the contrary, for on the day when they learn what paradise is
destroyed, and the pair are driven out of paradise and cursed. Yet there
remain some enigmatic words spoken by God and which confirm what the
serpent said: 'Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know Good and
Evil...'. Here, too (as with the god of time who prays for something even
though he himself is the lord of the universe), the Bible fails to explain to
whom the one God is speaking, and - assuming he is unique - why he
should use the expression 'owe of US'.
Whatever the answer, it is clear that from its very inception the human
race has been condemned to exist within the eternal division, always
moving between those two opposing poles. So here we are, afflicted by
the same doubts as our ancestors. The aim of this book is to tackle this
theme, occasionally interpolating into the plot other legends on the subject
drawn from the four corners of the earth.
The Devil and Miss Prym concludes the trilogy And on the Seventh Day.
The first two books were: By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept (1994)
and Veronika Decides to Die (1998). Each of the three books is concerned
with a week in the life of ordinary people, all of who find themselves
suddenly confronted by love, death and power. I have always believed
that in the lives of individuals, just as in society at such a moment, there
is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we
are not yet ready.
The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than
enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny.
Buenos Aires, August 2000
For almost fifteen years, old Berta had spent every day sitting outside her
front door. The people of Viscos knew that this was normal behaviour
amongst old people: they sit dreaming of the past and of their youth; they
look out at a world in which they no longer play a part and try to find
something to talk to the neighbours about.
Berta, however, had a reason for being there. And that morning her
waiting came to an end when she saw the stranger climbing the steep hill
up to the village, heading for its one hotel. He did not look as she had so
often imagined he would: his clothes were shabby, he wore his hair
unfashionably long, he was unshaven.
And he was accompanied by the Devil.
'My husband's right,' she said to herself. 'If I hadn't been here, no one
would have noticed.'
She was hopeless at telling people's ages and put the man's somewhere
between forty and fifty. 'A youngster,' she thought, using a scale of values
that only old people understand. She wondered how lone he would be
staying. But just stay one night before moving on to a fate about which
she knew nothing and cared even less.
Even so, all the years she had spent sitting by her front door waiting for
his arrival had not been in vain, because they had taught her the beauty
of the mountains, something she had never really noticed before, simply
because she had been born in that place and had always tended to take
the landscape for granted.
As expected, the stranger went into the hotel. Berta wondered if she
should go and warn the priest about this undesirable visitor, but she knew
he wouldn't listen to her, dismissing the matter as the kind of thing old
people like to worry about.
So now she just had to wait and see what happened. It doesn't take a
devil much time to bring about destruction; they are like storms,
hurricanes or avalanches, which, in a few short hours, can destroy trees
planted two hundred years before. Suddenly, Berta realised that the mere
fact that Evil had just arrived in Viscos did not change anything: devils
come and go all the time without necessarily affecting anything by their
presence. They are constantly abroad in the world, some times simply to
find out what's going on, at others to put some soul or other to the test.
But they are fickle creatures, and there is no logic in their choice of target,
being drawn merely by the pleasure of a battle worth anyone for more
than a day, let alone someone as important and busy as a messenger
from the dark.
She tried to turn her mind to something else, but she couldn't get the
image of the stranger out of her head. The sky, which had been clear and
bright up until then, suddenly clouded over.
'That's normal, it always happens at this time of year,' she thought. It was
simply a coincidence and had nothing to do with the stranger's arrival.
Then, in the distance, she heard a clap of thunder, followed by another
three. On the one hand, this simply meant that rain was on the way; on
the other, if the old superstitions of the village were to be believed, the
sound could be interpreted as the voice of an angry God, protesting that
mankind had grown indifferent to His presence.
'Perhaps I should do something. After all, what I was waiting for has
finally happened.' She sat for a few minutes, paying close attention to
everything going on around her; the clouds had continued to gather above
the village, but she heard no other sounds. As a good ex-Catholic, she put
no store by traditions and superstitions, especially those of Viscos, which
had their roots in the ancient Celtic civilisation that once existed in the
place.
'A thunderclap is an entirely natural phenomenon. If God wanted to talk to
man, he wouldn't use such roundabout methods.'
This time, Berta got to her feet, picked up her chair and went into her
house before the rain started; but this time she felt her heart contract with
an indefinable fear.
'What should I do?'
Again she wished that the stranger would simply leave at once; she was
too old to help herself or her village, far less assist Almighty God, who, if
He needed any help, would surely have chosen someone younger. This
was all just some insane dream; her husband clearly had nothing better to
do than to invent ways of helping her pass the time.
But of one thing she was sure, she had seen the Devil.
In the flesh and dressed as a pilgrim.
The hotel was, at one and the same time, a shop selling local products, a
restaurant serving food typical of the region, and a bar where the people
of Viscos could gather to talk about what they always talked about: how
the weather was doing, or how young people had no interest in the
village. 'Nine months of winter, three months of hell,' they used to say,
referring to the fact that each year they had only ninety days to carry out
all the work in the fields, fertilising, sowing, waiting, then harvesting the
crops, storing the hay and shearing the sheep.
Everyone who lived there knew they were clinging to a world whose days
were numbered; even so, it was not easy for them to accept that they
would be the last generation of the farmers and shepherds who had lived
in those mountains for centuries. Sooner or later the machines would
arrive, the livestock would be reared far from there on special food, the
village itself might well be sold to a big multinational that
would turn it into a ski resort.
That is what had happened to other villages in the region, but Viscos had
resisted because it owed a debt to the past.
The stranger carefully read the form he was given to fill in at the hotel,
deciding what he was going to put. From his accent, they would know he
came from some South American country, and he decided it should be
Argentina, because he really liked their football team. In the space left for
his address, he wrote Colombia Street, knowing that South Americans are
in the habit of paying homage to each other by naming important places
after neighbouring countries. As his name, he chose that of a famous
terrorist from the previous century.
In less than two hours, all the 281 inhabitants of Viscos knew that a
stranger named Carlos had arrived in the village, that he had been born
in Argentina and now lived in a pleasant street in Buenos Aires. That is
the advantage of very small villages: without making the slightest effort,
you can learn all there is to know about a person's life. Which was
precisely what the newcomer wanted.
He went up to his room and unpacked his rucksack: it contained a few
clothes, a shaving kit, an extra pair of shoes, vitamins to ward off colds, a
thick notebook to write in, and eleven bars of gold, each weighing two
kilos. Worn out by tension, by the climb and by the weight he had been
carrying, the stranger fell asleep almost at once, though not before
placing a chair under the door handle, even though he knew he could
count on each and every one of Viscos' 281 inhabitants.
The next morning he ate breakfast, left his dirty clothes at reception to be
laundered, put the gold bars back in his rucksack, and set off for the
mountain to the east of the village. On his way, he saw only one villager,
an old woman sitting in front of her house, who was looking at him with
great interest.
He plunged into the forest, where he waited until his hearing had become
used to the noises made by the insects and birds, and by the wind rattling
the leafless branches; he knew that in a place like this someone could
easily be observing him without his being aware of it, so he stood there
for almost an hour without doing anything.
When he felt sure that any possible observer would have lost interest and
moved on without anything to report, he dug a hole close to a rocky
outcrop in the shape of a Y and hid one of the bars there. Then he climbed
a little higher, spent another hour as if in rapt contemplation of nature,
spotted another rocky outcrop - this time in the form of an eagle - and
dug another hole, in which he placed the remaining ten gold bars.
The first person he saw as he walked back to the village was a young
woman sitting beside one of the many temporary rivers that formed when
the ice melted high up in the mountains. She looked up from her book,
acknowledged his presence, and resumed her reading; doubtless her
mother had to know, and so he went over to her.
'Hello,' he said. 'Very hot for the time of year.' She nodded in agreement.
The stranger went on: 'I'd like you to come and look at something.'
She politely put down her book, held out her hand, and introduced
herself.
'My name's Chantal. I work in the evenings at the bar of the hotel where
you're staying, and I was surprised when you didn't come down to dinner,
because a hotel doesn't make its money just from renting rooms, you
know, but from everything the guests consume. You are Carlos from
Argentina and you live in Colombia Street; everyone in the village knows
that already, because a man arriving here outside of the hunting season is
always an object of curiosity. A man in his fifties, with greying hair, and
the look of someone whom has been around a bit.
'And thank you for your invitation, but I've already seen the landscape
around Viscos from every possible and imaginable angle; perhaps it would
be better if I showed you places you haven't seen, but I suppose you must
be very busy.'
'I'm 52, my name isn't Carlos, and everything I wrote on the form at the
hotel is false.'
Chantal didn't know what to say. The stranger went on:
'It's not Viscos I want to show you. It's something you've never seen
before.'
Without trace. For a moment she was afraid, but her fear was quickly
replaced by a desire for adventure: after all, this man wouldn't dare do
anything to her when she had just told him that everyone in the village
knew all about him - even if none of the details were actually true.
'Who are you?' she asked. 'If what you say is true, surely you realise I
could turn you in to the police for passing yourself off with a false
identity?'
'I promise to answer all your questions, but first you have to come with
me, because I really do want to show you something. It's about five
minutes' walk from here.'
Chantal closed her book, took a deep breath and offered up a silent
prayer, while her heart beat in fear and excitement. Then she got up and
followed the stranger, convinced that this would prove to be yet another
disappointing encounter, one which started out full of promise and turned
into yet another dream of impossible love.
The man went over to the Y-shaped rock, indicated the recently dug earth,
and suggested she uncover what lay buried there.
'I'll get my hands dirty,' protested Chantal. 'I'll get my dress dirty too.'
The man grabbed a branch, broke it and handed it to her to use as a
spade. She found such behaviour distinctly odd, but decided to do as he
asked.
She did as she was told. The man led her to the next hiding place. Again
she began digging, and this time was astonished at the quantity of gold
she saw before her.
'That's gold too. And it's also mine,' said the stranger.
Chantal was beginning to cover the gold over again with soil, when he
asked her to leave the hole as it was. He sat down on one of the rocks, lit
a cigarette, and stared at the horizon.
'Why did you want to show me this?' she asked. He didn't respond.
'Who are you exactly? And what are you doing here? Why did you show
me this, knowing I could go and tell everyone what's hidden here on the
mountain?'
'So many questions all at once,' the stranger replied, keeping his eyes
fixed on the mountains, as if oblivious to her presence. 'As for telling the
others, that's precisely what I want you to do.'
'You promised me that, if I came with you, you would answer any
questions I asked you.'
'In the first place, you shouldn't believe in promises. The world is full of
them: promises of riches, of eternal salvation, of infinite love. Some
people think they can promise anything, others accept whatever seems to
guarantee better days ahead, as, I suspect, is your case. Those who make
promises they don't keep end up powerless and frustrated, and exactly
the same fate awaits those who believe those promises.'
He needed, rather, to use the kind of language the young woman would
understand. Chantal, however, had understood just about everything. Like
all older men, he was obsessed with the idea of sex with a younger
woman. Like all human beings, he thought money could buy whatever he
wanted. Like all strangers, he was sure that young women from remote
villages were naive enough to accept any proposal, real or imaginary,
provided it offered a faint chance of escape.
He was not the first and would not, alas, be the last to try and seduce her
in that vulgar way. What confused her was the amount of gold he was
offering: she had never imagined she could be worth that much, and the
thought both pleased her and filled her with a sense of panic.
'I'm too old to believe in promises,' she said, trying to gain time. 'Even
though you've always believed in them and still do?'
'You're wrong. I know I live in paradise and I've read the Bible and I'm
not going to make the same mistake as Eve, who wasn't contented with
her lot.'
This was not, of course, true, and she had already begun to worry that the
stranger might lose interest and leave. The truth was that she had spun
the web, setting up their meeting with which to dream of a possible new
love and a one-way ticket out of the valley where she was born. Her heart
had already been broken many times over, and yet she still believed she
was destined to meet the man of her life. At first, she had let many
chances slip by, thinking that the right person had not yet arrived, but
now she had a sense that time was passing more quickly than she had
thought, and she was prepared to leave Viscos with the first man willing to
take her, even if she felt nothing for him. Doubtless, she would learn to
love him - love, too, was just a question of time.
'That's precisely what I want to find out: are we living in paradise or in
hell?' the man said, interrupting her thoughts.
Good, he was falling into her trap.
'In paradise. But if you live somewhere perfect for a long time, you get
bored with it in the end.'
She had thrown out the first bait. She had said, though not in so many
words: 'I'm free, I'm available.' His next question would be: 'Like you?'
'Like you?' the stranger asked.
She had to be careful, she mustn't seem too eager or she might scare him
off.
'I don't know. Sometimes I think that and sometimes I think my destiny is
to stay here and that I wouldn't know how to live far from Viscos.'
The next step: to feign indifference.
'Right, then, since you won't tell me anything about the gold you showed
me, I'll just thank you for the walk and return to my river and my book.'
'Just a moment!'
The stranger had taken the bait.
'Of course I'll explain about the gold; why else would I have brought you
here?'
Sex, money, power, promises. But Chantal decided to pretend that she
was expecting some amazing revelation; men take the oddest satisfaction
in feeling superior, without knowing that most of the time they are being
utterly predictable.
'You're obviously a man with a great deal of experience, someone who
could teach me a lot.'
That was it. Gently slacken the rope and then lavish a little light praise on
your prey so as not to frighten him off. That was an important rule to
follow.
'However, you have a dreadful habit of making long speeches about
promises or about how we should behave, instead of replying to a simple
question. I'd be delighted to stay if only you'd answer the questions I
asked you at the start: who exactly are you? And what are you doing
here?'
The stranger turned his gaze from the mountains and looked at the young
woman in front of him. He had worked for many years with all kinds of
people and he knew - almost for certain what she must be thinking. She
probably thought he had shown her the gold in order to impress her with
his wealth, just as now she was trying to impress him with her youth and
indifference. 'Who am I? Well, let's say I'm a man who, for some time
now, has been searching for a particular truth. I finally discovered the
theory, but I've never put it into practice.'
'What sort of truth?'
'About the nature of human beings. I discovered that confronted by
temptation, we will always fall. Given the right circumstances, every
human being on this earth would be willing to commit evil.'
'I think...'
'It's not a question of what you or I think, or of what we want to believe,
but of finding out if my theory is correct. You want to know who I am.
Well, I'm an extremely rich and famous industrialist, who held sway over
thousands of employees, was ruthless when necessary and kind when I
had to be.
'I'm a man who has experienced things that most people never even
dream of, and who went beyond all the usual limits in his search for both
pleasure and knowledge. A man who found paradise when he thought he
was a prisoner to the hell of routine and family, and who found hell when
he could at last enjoy paradise and total freedom. That's who I am, a man
who has been both good and evil throughout his life, perhaps the person
most fitted to reply to my own question about the essence of humanity -
and that's why I'm here. I know what you're going to ask next.'
Chantal felt she was losing ground. She needed to regain it rapidly.
'You think I'm going to ask: "Why did you show me the gold?" But what I
really want to know is why a rich and famous industrialist would come to
Viscos in search of an answer he could find in books, universities, or
simply by consulting some illustrious philosopher.'
The stranger was pleased at the girl's intelligence. Good, he had chosen
the right person as ever.
'I came to Viscos because I had a plan. A long time ago, I went to see a
play by a writer called Diirrenmatt, whom I'm sure you know ...'
His comment was merely intended to provoke her: obviously a young
woman like her would never have heard of Diirrenmatt, and he knew that
she would again try to appear indifferent, as if she knew who he was
talking about.
'Go on,' said Chantal, feigning indifference.
'I'm glad to see you know his work, but let me just remind you about the
particular play I mean.' He measured his words carefully so that his
remarks would not sound too sarcastic, but would also make it clear that
he knew she was lying. 'It's about a woman who makes her fortune and
then returns to her home town with the sole intention of humiliating and
destroying the man who rejected her in her youth. Her life, her marriage
and her financial success have all been motivated by the desire to take
revenge on her first love.
'So then I thought up my own game: I would go to some remote place,
where everyone looked on life with joy, peace and compassion, and I
would see if I could make the people there break a few of the Ten
Commandments.'
Chantal looked away and stared at the mountains. She knew the stranger
had realised that she had never heard of the author he was talking about
and now she was afraid he would ask her about those ten
commandments; she had never been very religious and had not the
slightest idea what they were.
'Everybody in this village is honest, starting with you,' the stranger went
on, 'I showed you a gold bar, which would give you the necessary financial
independence to get out of here, to travel the world, to do whatever it is
young women from small, out-of-the-way villages dream of doing. The
gold is going to stay there; you know it's mine, but you could steal it if
you wanted. And then you would be breaking one of the commandments:
"Thou shalt not steal".'
The girl turned to look at the stranger.
'As for the other ten gold bars,' he went on, 'they are worth enough to
mean that none of the inhabitants of this village would ever need to work
again. I didn't ask you to re-bury the gold bars because I'm going to move
them to a place only I will know about. When you go back to the village, I
want you to say that you saw them and that I am willing to hand them
over to the inhabitants of Viscos on condition that they do something they
would never ever dream of doing.'
'Like what, for example?'
'It's not an example, it's something very concrete. I want them to break
the commandment "Thou shalt not kill".'
'What?'
Her question came out like a yell.
'Exactly what I said. I want them to commit a murder.'
The stranger saw the young woman's body go rigid and realised she might
leave at any moment without hearing the rest of the story. He needed to
tell her his plan quickly.
'I'm giving them a week. If, at the end of seven days, someone in the
village is found dead - it could be a useless idle man, or someone with an
incurable illness, or a mental defective who requires constant attention,
the victim doesn't matter - then the money will go to the other villagers,
and I will conclude that we are all evil. If you steal the one gold bar but
the village resists temptation, or vice versa, I will conclude that there are
good people and evil people which would put me in a difficult position
because it would mean that there's a spiritual struggle going on that could
be won by either side. Don't you believe in God and the spiritual world, in
battles between devils and angels?'
The young woman said nothing, and this time he realised that he had
mistimed his question and ran the risk of her simply turning on her heel
and not letting him finish. He had better cut the irony and get to the heart
of the matter.
'If I leave the village with my eleven gold bars intact, then everything I
wanted to believe in will have proved to be a lie. I will die having
received an answer I would rather not have received, because I would
find life more acceptable if I was proved right and the world is evil.
'I would continue to suffer, but knowing that everyone else is suffering too
would make the pain more bearable. But if only a few of us are
condemned to suffer terrible tragedies, then there is something very
wrong with Creation.'
Chantal's eyes filled with tears, but she managed to fight them back. 'Why
are you doing this? Why did you choose my village?'
'It's nothing to do with you or with your village. I'm simply thinking of
myself; the story of one man is the story of all men. I need to know if we
are good or evil. If we are good, God is just and will forgive me for all I
have done, for the harm I wished on those who tried to destroy me, for
the wrong decisions I took at key moments, for the proposition I am
putting to you now - for He was the one who drove me towards the dark.
'But if we're evil, then everything is permitted, I never took a wrong
decision, we are all condemned from the start, and it doesn't matter what
we do in this life, for redemption lies beyond either human thought or
deed.'
Before Chantal could leave, he added:
'You may decide not to co-operate, in which case, I'll tell everyone that I
gave you the chance to help them, but you refused, and then I'll put my
proposition to them myself. If they do decide to kill someone, you will
probably be their chosen victim.'
The inhabitants of Viscos soon grew used to the stranger's routine: He
woke early, ate a hearty breakfast and went off walking in the mountains,
despite the rain that had not stopped falling since his second day in the
village and which eventually turned into a near continuous snowstorm. He
never ate lunch and generally returned to his hotel early in the afternoon,
shut himself in his room and, so everyone supposed, went to sleep.
As soon as night fell, he resumed his walks, this time in the immediate
surroundings of the village. He was always the first into the restaurant, he
ordered the finest dishes and - never taken in by the prices - always
ordered the best wine, which wasn't necessarily the most expensive; then
he would smoke a cigarette and go over to the bar, where he had begun
to make friends with the regulars.
He enjoyed listening to stories about the region, about the previous
generations who had lived in Viscos (someone told him that once it had
been a far bigger village than it was today, as you could see from the
ruined houses at the far end or the three surviving streets), and about the
customs and superstitions that were part of rural life, and about the new
techniques in agriculture and animal husbandry.
When the time came for him to talk about himself, he told various
contradictory stories, sometimes saying he had been a sailor, at others
mentioning the major arms industries he had been in charge of, or talking
of a time when he had abandoned everything to spend time in a
monastery in search of God.
When they left the bar, the locals argued over whether or not he was
telling the truth. The mayor believed that a man could be many different
things in his lifetime, although the people of Viscos always knew their fate
from childhood onwards; the priest was of a different opinion and
regarded the newcomer as someone lost and confused, who had come
there to try and find himself.
The only thing they all knew for certain was that he was only going to be
there for seven days; the hotel landlady reported that she had heard him
phoning the airport in the capital, confirming his departure - interestingly
enough, for Africa not South America. Then, after the phone call, he had
pulled out a bundle of notes from his pocket to settle the bill for his room
as well as to pay for the meals he had taken and those still to come, even
though she assured him that she trusted him. When the stranger insisted,
the woman suggested he pay by credit card, as most of her guests usually
did; that way, he would have cash available for any emergency that might
arise during the remainder of his trip.
She thought of adding that 'in Africa they might not accept credit cards',
but felt it would have been indelicate to reveal that she had listened in on
his conversation, or to imply that certain continents were more advanced
than others.
The stranger thanked her for her concern, but refused politely.
On the following three nights, he paid - again in cash - for a round of
drinks for everyone.
Viscos had never seen anything like it, and they soon forgot about the
contradictory stories, and the man came to be viewed as friendly,
generous and open-minded, prepared to treat country folk as if they were
the equals of men and women from the big cities.
By now, the subject of the discussions had changed. When it was closing
time in the bar, some of the late drinkers took the mayor's side, saying
that the newcomer was a man of the world, capable of understanding the
true value of friendship, while others agreed with the priest, with his
greater knowledge of the human soul, and said that the stranger was a
lonely man in search either of new friends or of a new vision of life.
Whatever the truth of the matter, he was an agreeable enough character,
and the inhabitants of Viscos were convinced that they would miss him
when he left on the following Monday.
Apart from anything else, he was extremely discreet, a quality everyone
had noticed because of one particular detail: most travellers, especially
those who arrived alone, were always very quick to try and strike up a
conversation with the barmaid, Chantal Prym, possibly in hopes of a
Meeting romance or whatever. This man, however, only spoke to her
when he ordered drinks and never once traded seductive or lecherous
looks with the young woman.
Chantal found it virtually impossible to sleep during the three nights of
following that meeting by the river. The storm - which came and went -
shook the metal blinds, making a frightening noise. She awoke
repeatedly, bathed in sweat, even though she always switched off the
heating at night, due to the high price of electricity.
On the first night, she found herself in the presence of God. Between
nightmares - which she was unable to remember - she prayed to God to
help her. It did not once occur to her to tell anyone what she had heard
and thus become the messenger of sin and death.
At one point, it seemed to her that God was much too far away to hear
her, and so she began praying instead to her grandmother, who had
passed away some time ago, and who had brought her up after her
mother died in childbirth. She clung with all her strength to the notion that
Evil had already touched their lives once and had gone away for ever.
Despite all her personal problems, Chantal knew that she lived in a village
of decent men and women who honoured their commitments, people who
walked with their heads held high and were respected throughout the
region. But it had not always been so. For over two centuries, Viscos had
been inhabited by the very dregs of humanity, and everyone took this for
granted, saying it was the consequence of a curse put on the village by
the Celts when they were vanquished by the Romans.
And so things remained until the silence and courage of a single man -
someone who believed not in curses, but in blessings - redeemed its
people. Chantal listened to the clattering metal blinds and remembered
the voice of her grandmother recounting what had happened.
'Once, many years ago, a hermit - who later came to be known as St
Savin - lived in one of the caves hereabouts.
At the time, Viscos was little more than a frontier post, populated by
bandits fleeing from justice, by smugglers and prostitutes, by confidence
tricksters in search of accomplices, even by murderers resting between
murders. The wickedest of them all, an Arab called Ahab, controlled the
whole village and the surrounding area, imposing extortionate taxes on
the local farmers who still insisted on maintaining a dignified way of life.
'One day, Savin came down from his cave, arrived at Ahab's house and
asked to spend the night there. Ahab laughed: "You do know that I'm a
murderer who has already slit a number of throats, and that your life is
worth nothing to me?"
'"Yes, I know that," Savin replied, "but I'm tired of living in a cave and I'd
like to spend at least one night here with you."
'Ahab knew the saint's reputation, which was as great as vvn and this
made him uneasy, for he did not like to share his glory with someone so
weak. Thus he was determined to kill him that very night, to prove to
everyone that he was the one true master of the place. 'They chatted for
a while. Ahab was impressed by what the aint had to say, but he was a
suspicious man who no longer believed in the existence of Good. He
showed Savin where he could sleep and then continued menacingly
sharpening his knife. After watching him for a few minutes, Savin closed
his eyes and went to sleep.
'Ahab spent all night sharpening his knife. Next day, when Savin awoke,
he found Ahab in tears at his side.
“You weren't afraid of me and you didn't judge me. For the first time ever,
someone spent a night by my side trusting that I could be a good man,
one ready to offer hospitality to those in need. Because you believed I
was capable of behaving decently, I did."
'From that moment on, Ahab abandoned his life of crime and set about
transforming the region. That was when Viscos ceased being merely a
frontier post, inhabited by outcasts, and became an important trading
centre on the border between two countries.'
'Exactly.'
Chantal burst into tears, grateful to her grandmother for having reminded
her of that story. Her people were good, and she could trust them. While
she attempted to go back to them, she even toyed with the idea of telling
them the stranger's story, if only to see his shocked face as he was driven
out of Viscos by its inhabitants.
The next day, she was surprised to see him emerge from the restaurant at
the rear of the hotel, go over to the barcum-reception-cum-souvenir shop
and stand around chatting to the people he met there, just like any other
tourist, pretending to be interested in utterly pointless things, such as their
methods of shearing sheep or of smoke-curing meat. The people of Viscos
always believed that every stranger would be fascinated by their natural,
healthy way of life, and they would repeat and expand upon the benefits
of life away from modern civilisation, even though, deep in their hearts,
every single one of them would have loved to live far from there, among
cars that pollute the atmosphere and in neighbourhoods where it was too
dangerous to walk, for the simple reason that big cities hold an enormous
fascination for country people.
Yet every time a visitor appeared, they would demonstrate by their words
- and only by their words - the joys of living in a lost paradise, trying to
persuade themselves what a miracle it was to have been born there and
forgetting that, so far, not one hotel guest had decided to leave it all
behind and come and live in Viscos.
There was a lively atmosphere in the bar that night, until the stranger
made one rather unfortunate comment: 'The children here are so well
behaved. There's not a squeak out of them in the mornings, not like other
places I've visited.'
There was an awkward silence - for there were no children in Viscos -
someone asked him what he thought of the local food he had just eaten,
and the conversation resumed its normal rhythm, revolving, as usual,
around the wonders of countryside and the problems of life in the big city.
As time passed, Chantal became increasingly nervous, afraid that he
might ask her to tell everyone about their meeting in the forest. But the
stranger never even glanced at her and he spoke to her only once, when
he ordered – and paid cash for - a round of drinks for everyone present.
As soon as the customers left and the stranger went up to his room, she
took off her apron, lit a cigarette from a packet someone had left behind
on the table, and told the hotel landlady she would do the clearing up the
next morning, since she was worn out after a sleepless night. The landlady
agreed, and Chantal put on her coat and went out into the cold night air.
Her room was only two minutes' walk away, and as she let the rain pour
down her face, she was thinking that perhaps everything that had
happened was just some kind of crazy fantasy, the stranger's macabre
way of attracting her attention.
Then she remembered the gold: she had seen it with her own eyes.
Maybe it wasn't gold. But she was too tired to think and as soon as she got
to her room she took off her clothes and snuggled down under the covers.
On the second night, Chantal found herself in the presence of Good and
Evil. She fell into a deep, dreamless sleep, only to wake up less than an
hour later. Outside, all was silence; there was no wind banging the metal
blinds, not even the sounds made by night creatures; there was nothing,
absolutely nothing to indicate that she was still in the world of the living.
She went to the window and looked out at the deserted street, where a
fine rain was falling, the mist barely lit by the feeble light of the hotel
sign, all of which only made the village seem even more sinister. She was
all too familiar with the silence of this remote place, which signified not
peace and tranquillity, but a total absence of new things to say. She
looked at the mountains, which lay hidden by low cloud, but she knew that
somewhere up there was buried a gold bar or, rather, a yellow object,
shaped like a brick, that the stranger had left behind there. He had shown
her its exact location, virtually begging her to dig up the bar and keep it
for herself.
She went back to bed, tossed and turned for a while, then got up again
and went to the bathroom where she examined her naked body in the
mirror, spent a few moments worrying that soon she would lose her looks,
then returned to bed. She regretted not having picked up the packet of
cigarettes left behind on the table, but she knew that its owner was bound
to come back for it, and she did not want to incur people's mistrust.
That was what Viscos was like: a half-empty cigarette packet had its
owner, the button lost off a jacket had to be kept until someone came
asking for it, every penny had to be handed over, there was never any
rounding change bill. It was a wretched place, in which everything was
predictable, organised and reliable.
Realising that she wasn't going to be able to get to sleep, she again
attempted to pray and to think of her grandmother, her thoughts had
become fixed on a single scene: the hole, the earth-smeared metal, the
branch in her hand, as though it were the staff of a pilgrim about to set
off. She dozed and woke up again several times, but the silence outside
continued, and the same scene kept endlessly repeating itself inside her
head.
As soon as she noticed the first light of dawn coming in through the
window, she dressed and went out.
Although she lived in a place where people normally rose with the sun, it
was too early even for that. She walked down the empty street, glancing
repeatedly behind her to be sure that the stranger wasn't following her;
the mist was so thick, however, that visibility was down to a few yards.
She paused from time to time, listening for footsteps, but all she could
hear was her own heart beating wildly.
She plunged into the undergrowth, made for the Y-shaped rock which had
always made her nervous because it looked as if it might topple over at
any moment - She picked up the same branch she had left there the day
before, dug at the exact spot the stranger had indicated, stuck her hand
into the hole and pulled out the brick-shaped gold bar. She thought she
heard something: a silence reigned in the heart of the forest, as though
there was a strange presence abroad, frightening the animals and
preventing the leaves from stirring.
She was surprised by the weight of the metal in her hands. She wiped it
clean, studied the marks on it: two seals and a series of engraved
numbers, which she tried in vain to decipher.
How much would it be worth? She couldn't tell with any degree of
accuracy, but - as the stranger had said - it would be enough for her not
to have to worry about earning another penny for the rest of her life. She
was holding her dream in her hands, the thing she had always longed for,
and which a miracle had set before her. Here was the opportunity to free
herself from all those identical days and nights in Viscos and from the
endless going back and forth to the hotel where she had worked since she
was eighteen, from the yearly visits of all those friends whose families
had sent them away to study and make something of themselves, from all
the absences she had long since grown used to, from the men who arrived
promising her the world and left the next day without even a goodbye,
from all the farewells and non-farewells to which she had long become
accustomed. That moment there in the forest was the most important
moment of her entire life.
Life had always been so unfair to her: she didn't know who her father was;
her mother had died in childbirth, leaving her with a terrible burden of
guilt to bear; her grandmother, a countrywoman, had eked out a living as
a baker, saving every penny she could so that her granddaughter could at
least learn to read and write.
She had had so many dreams: she thought she could overcome all
obstacles, find a husband, get a job in the big city; overcome being
discovered by a talent scout who happened to be visiting that
out-of-the-way place in the hope of finding a new talent, get a career in
the theatre, write a best-seller, have photographers calling out to her to
pose for them, walk along life's red carpets.
Every day was another day spent waiting. Every night was a night when
she might meet someone who would recognise her true worth. Every man
she took to her bed was the hope of leaving Viscos the following morning,
never again to see those three streets, those stone houses with their slate
roofs, the church with its cemetery beside it, the hotel selling local
handicrafts that took months to make and were sold for the same price as
mass-produced goods.
Occasionally it crossed her mind that the Celts, the ancient inhabitants of
her region, might have hidden an amazing cache of treasure there, which
one day she would find. Of all her dreams, that had been the most
absurd, the most unlikely.
Yet here she was now with a gold bar in her hands, the measure she had
never believed in, her definitive freedom.
She was seized by panic: the one lucky moment in her life could vanish
that very afternoon. What if the stranger changed his mind? What if he
decided to go in search of her village where he might find another woman
more willing to help him in his plans? Why not stand up, go back to her
room, put her few possessions into a bag and simply leave?
She imagined herself going down the steep hill, trying to hitch a ride out
of the village while the stranger set out on his morning walk and found
that his gold had been stolen.
She would continue on her way to the nearest town and he would go back
to the hotel to call the police.
Chantal would thank the driver who had given her a lift, and then head
straight for the bus station and buy a ticket to some far-away place; at
that moment, two policemen would approach her, asking her politely to
open her suitcase. As soon as they saw its contents, their politeness would
vanish: she was the woman they were looking for, following a report filed
only three hours earlier.
In the police station, Chantal would have two options: to tell the truth,
which no one would believe, or to explain that she had noticed the
disturbed soil, had decided to investigate and had found the gold. Once,
she had shared her bed with a treasure hunter also intent on unearthing
something left by the Celts. He claimed the law of the land was clear: he
had the right to keep whatever he found, although any items of historical
interest had to be registered with the relevant government department.
But the gold bar had no historical value at all, it was brand new, with all
its stamps, seals and numbers.
The police would question the man. He would have no way of proving that
she had entered his room and stolen his property. It would be his word
against hers, but he might be more influential, have friends in high
places, and it could go his way. Chantal could, of course, always ask for
the police to examine the gold bar; then they would see that the ponce"
was telling the truth, for the metal would still bear traces of earth.
By now, the news would have reached Viscos, and its habitants - out of
envy or jealousy - would start spreading rumours about the girl, saying
that there were numerous reports that she often used to go to bed with
the hotel guests; perhaps the robbery had taken place while the man was
asleep.
It would all end badly: the gold bar would be confiscated until the courts
had resolved the matter, she would get another lift back to Viscos, where
she would be humiliated, ruined, the target of gossip that would take
more than a generation to die down. Later on, she would discover that
lawsuits never got anywhere, that lawyers cost much more than she could
possibly afford, and she would end up abandoning the case.
The net result: no gold and no reputation.
There was another possible version: the stranger might be telling the
truth. If Chantal stole the gold and simply left, wouldn't she be saving the
village from a much deeper disgrace?
However, even before leaving home and setting off for the fountain, she
had known she would be incapable of taking such a step. Why, at
precisely the moment that could change her life forever, was she so
afraid? After all, didn't she sleep with whomever she pleased and didn't
she sometimes ingratiate herself with visitors just to get a bigger tip?
Didn't she lie occasionally? Didn't she envy her former friends who now
only came back to the village to visit their families at New Year?
She clutched the gold to her, got to her feet, feeling weak and desperate,
then crouched down again, replaced it in the hole and covered it with
earth. She couldn't go through with it; this inability, however, had nothing
to do with honesty or dishonesty, but with the sheer terror she was
feeling. She had just realised there were two things that prevent us from
achieving our dreams: believing them to be impossible or seeing those
dreams made possible by some sudden turn of the wheel of fortune, when
you least expected it. For at that moment, all our fears suddenly surface:
the fear of setting off along a road heading who knows where, the fear of
a life full of new challenges, the fear of losing for ever everything that is
familiar.
People want to change everything and, at the same time, want it all to
remain the same. Chantal did not immediately understand why, but that
was what was happening to her. Perhaps she was too bound to Viscos, too
accustomed to defeat, and any chance of victory was too heavy a burden
to bear.
She was convinced that the stranger must now be tired of her silence and
that shortly perhaps that very afternoon - he would decide to choose
someone else. But she was too cowardly to change her fate. They were
inferior beings, uptight and talentless - and they believe it too.'
The stranger, however, seemed determined to show that his culture was
worth more than all the labours of the men and women in the bar. He
pointed to a print hanging on the wall: 'Do you know what that is? It's one
of the most famous paintings in the world: The Last Supper, painted by
Leonardo da Vinci.'
'It can't be as famous as all that,' said the hotel landlady. 'It was very
cheap.'
'That's only a reproduction: the original is in a church a long, long way
from here. But there's a story about this picture you might like to hear.'
Everyone nodded, though once again Chantal felt ashamed to be there,
listening to a man showing off his pointless knowledge, just to prove that
he knew more than anyone else. 'When he was creating this picture,
Leonardo da Vinci encountered a serious problem: he had to depict Good -
in the person of Jesus - and Evil - in the figure of Judas, the friend who
resolves to betray him during the meal. He stopped work on the painting
until he could find his ideal models.
'One day, when he was listening to a choir, he saw in one of the boys the
perfect image of Christ. He invited him to his studio and made sketches
and studies of his face.
'Three years went by. The Last Supper was almost complete, but Leonardo
had still not found the perfect model for Judas. The cardinal responsible
for the church started to put pressure on him to finish the mural.
'After many days spent vainly searching, the artist came cross a
prematurely aged youth, in rags and lying drunk in a gutter. With some
difficulty, he persuaded his assistants
to bring the fellow directly to the church, since there was no time left to
make preliminary sketches.
'The beggar was taken there, not quite understanding what was going on.
He was propped up by Leonardo's assistants, while Leonardo copied the
lines of impiety, sin and egotism so clearly etched on his features.
'When he had finished, the beggar, who had sobered up slightly, opened
his eyes and saw the picture before him. With a mixture of horror and
sadness he said:
'"I've seen that picture before!" '"When?" asked an astonished Leonardo.
'"Three years ago, before I lost everything I had, at a time when I used to
sing in a choir and my life was full of dreams. The artist asked me to pose
as the model for the face of Jesus."'
There was a long pause. The stranger was looking at the priest, who was
drinking his beer, but Chantal knew his words were directed at her.
'So you see, Good and Evil have the same face; it all depends on when
they cross the path of each individual human being.'
He got up, made his excuses, saying he was tired, and went up to his
room. Everyone paid what they owed and slowly left the bar, casting a
last look at the cheap reproduction of the famous painting, asking
themselves at what point in their lives they had been touched by an angel
or a devil. Without anyone saying a word to anyone else, each came to
the conclusion that this had only happened in Viscos before Ahab brought
peace to the region; now, every day was like every other day, each the
same as the last.
Exhausted, functioning almost like an automaton, Chantal knew she was
the only person to think differently, for she alone had felt the heavy,
seductive hand of Evil caressing her cheek. 'Good and Evil have the same
face, it all depends on when they cross the path of
each individual human being.' Beautiful, possibly true words, but all she
really needed now was to sleep, nothing more.
She ended up giving the wrong change to one of the customers,
something which almost never happened; she apologised, but did not feel
overly guilty. She carried on, inscrutable and dignified, until the priest
and the local mayor generally the last to leave - had departed. Then she
shut up the till, gathered her things together, put on her cheap, heavy
jacket and went home, just as she had done for years.
On the third night, then, she found herself in the presence of Evil. And Evil
came to her in the form of extreme tiredness and a soaring fever, leaving
her in a half-conscious state, but incapable of sleep - while outside in the
darkness, a wolf kept howling. Sometimes she thought she must be
delirious, for it seemed the wolf had come into her room and was talking
to her in a language she couldn't understand. In a brief moment of
lucidity, she attempted to get up and go to the church, to ask the priest to
call a doctor because she was ill, very ill; but when she tried to convert
her intentions into actions, her legs gave way beneath her, and she was
convinced she would be unable to walk.
Or, if she did manage to walk, she would be unable to reach the church.
Or, if she did reach the church, she would have to wait for the priest to
wake up, get dressed and open, the door, and meanwhile the cold would
cause her fever to rise so rapidly that she would drop dead on the spot,
right there outside the house that some considered to be sacred. 'At least
they wouldn't have far to take me to the cemetery: I'd be virtually inside
it already,' she thought.
Chantal's delirium lasted all night, but she noticed that her fever began to
diminish as the morning light came filtering into her room. As her strength
returned and she was trying to get to sleep, she heard the familiar sound
of a car horn and realised that the baker's van had arrived in Viscos and
that it must be time for breakfast.
There was no one there to make her go downstairs to buy bread; she was
independent, she could stay in bed for as long as she wanted, since she
only began work in the evening. But something had changed in her; she
needed contact with the world, before she went completely mad. She
wanted to be with the people she knew would now be gathering around
the little green van, exchanging their coins for bread, happy because a
new day was beginning and they had work to do and food to eat.
She went across to the van, greeting them all, and heard remarks like:
'You look tired' or 'Is anything wrong?'. They were kind and supportive,
always ready to help, simple and innocent in their generosity, while her
soul was engaged in bitter struggle for dreams and adventures, fear and
power. Much as she would have liked to share her secret, she knew that if
she revealed it to a single one of them, the rest of the village would be
sure to know it before the morning was over. It was better to thank them
for their concern and to carry on alone until her ideas had become a little
clearer.
'No, it's nothing. There was a wolf howling all night and I couldn't get to
sleep.'
'I didn't hear any wolf,' said the hotel landlady, who was also there buying
bread.
'It's been months since any wolves were heard in the area,' confirmed
another woman who made conserves to be sold in the hotel shop. 'The
hunters must have killed them all, which is bad news for us because the
wolves are the main reason the hunters come up here at all, to see who
can kill the most elusive animal in the pack. It's a pretty pointless
exercise, but they love it.'
'Don't say anything in front of the baker about there being no more wolves
in the region,' muttered Chantal's boss. 'If word gets out, no one will come
to Viscos at all.'
'But I heard a wolf.'
Then it must have been the rogue wolf,' said the mayor's wife, who didn't
much like Chantal, but who was sufficiently Well-bred to hide her feelings.
The hotel landlady got annoyed. There was no rogue wolf. It was just an
ordinary wolf, and it was probably dead by now anyway.
The mayor's wife, however, would not give up so easily.
'Regardless of whether or not it exists, we all know that there were no
wolves howling last night. You work the poor girl too hard, up until all
hours; she's so exhausted she's starting to get hallucinations.'
Chantal left the pair of them to their argument, picked up her bread and
went on her way.
'A pointless exercise,' she repeated to herself, recalling the comment
made by the woman who made the conserves. That was how they viewed
life, as a pointless exercise. She nearly told them about the stranger's
proposal there and then, just to see if those smug, narrow-minded people
would be willing to take part in a genuinely purposeful exercise: ten gold
bars in exchange for a simple murder, one that would guarantee the
futures of their children and their grandchildren and return Viscos to its
former glory, with or without wolves.
But she held back. She decided instead to tell the story that very night, in
front of everyone, in the bar, so that no one could claim not to have
heard or understood.
Perhaps they would fall on the stranger and march him straight to the
police, leaving her free to take her gold bar as a reward for services
rendered to the community. Perhaps they simply wouldn't believe her,
and the stranger would depart believing that they were all good, which
wasn't the case at all.
They were so ignorant, so naive, so resigned to their lot. They refused to
believe anything that didn't fit in with what they were used to believing.
They all lived in fear of God. They were all - herself included - cowards
when the moment comes to change their fate. But as far as true goodness
was concerned, that didn't exist - not in the land of cowardly men, nor in
the heaven of Almighty God who sows suffering everywhere, just so that
we can spend our whole lives begging him to deliver us from Evil.
The temperature had dropped. Chantal hadn't slept for three nights, but
once she was preparing her breakfast, she felt much better. She wasn't
the only coward, though she was possibly the only one aware of her own
cowardice, because the rest of them thought of life as a 'pointless
exercise' and confused fear with generosity.
She remembered a man who used to work in a chemist's in a nearby
village and who had been dismissed after twenty years' service. He hadn't
asked for his redundancy money because - so he said - he considered his
employers to be his friends and didn't want to hurt them, because he
knew they had had to dismiss him because of financial difficulties. It was
all a lie: the reason the man did not go to court was because he was a
coward; he wanted at all costs to be liked; he thought his employers
would then always think of him as a generous, friendly sort. Some time
later, when he went back to them to ask for a loan, they slammed the
door in his face, but by then it was too late, for he had signed a letter of
resignation and could make no further demands of them.
Very clever. Playing the part of a charitable soul was only for those who
were afraid of taking a stand in life. It is always far easier to have faith in
your own goodness than to confront others and fight for your rights. It is
always easier to hear an insult and not retaliate than have the courage to
fight back against someone stronger than yourself; we can always say
we're not hurt by the stones others throw at us, and it's only at night when
we're alone and our wife or our husband or our school friend is asleep -
that we can silently grieve over our own cowardice.
Chantal drank her coffee and hoped the day would pass quickly. She
would destroy the village, she would bring Viscos to its knees that very
night. The village would die within a generation anyway because it was a
village without children young people had their children elsewhere, in
places where people went to parties, wore fine clothes, travelled and
engaged in 'pointless exercises'.
The day, however, did not pass quickly. On the contrary, the grey weather
and the low cloud made the hours drag. The mountains were obscured by
mist, and the village seemed cut off from the world, turned in on itself, as
if it were the only inhabited place on Earth. From her window, Chantal saw
the stranger leave the hotel and, as usual, head for the mountains. She
feared for her gold, but immediately calmed herself down - he was sure to
come back because he had paid in advance for a week in the hotel, and
rich men never waste a penny; only poor people do that.
She tried to read, but couldn't concentrate. She decided to go for a walk
round Viscos, and the only person she saw was Berta the widow, who
spent her days sitting outside her house, watching everything that went
on.
'It looks like it's finally going to get cold,' said Berta.
Chantal asked herself why people with nothing else to talk about always
think the weather is so important. She nodded her agreement.
Then she went on her way, since she had said all she had to say to Berta
in the many years she had lived in that village. There was a time when
she had considered Berta an interesting, courageous woman, who had
managed to continue her life even after the death of her husband in one
of the many hunting accidents that happened each year. She had sold
some of her few possessions and invested the money together with the
insurance money - in securities, and she now lived off the income.
Over time, however, the widow had ceased to be of interest to her, and
had become instead an example of everything she feared she might
become: ending her life sitting in a chair on her own doorstep, all muffled
up in winter, staring at the only landscape she had ever known, watching
over what didn't need watching over, since nothing serious, important or
valuable ever happened there.
She walked on, unconcerned at the possibility of getting lost in the misty
forest, because she knew every track, tree and stone by heart. She
imagined how exciting things would be at night and tried out various ways
of putting the stranger's proposal - in some versions she simply told them
what she had seen and heard, in others she spun a tale that might or
might not be true, imitating the style of the man who had not let her sleep
now for three nights.
'A highly dangerous man, worse than any hunter I've ever met.'
Walking through the woods, Chantal began to realise that she had
discovered another person just as dangerous as the stranger: herself. Up
until four days ago, she had been imperceptibly becoming used to who
she was, to what she could realistically expect from life, to the fact that
living in Viscos wasn't really so bad - after all, the whole area was
swamped with tourists in the summer, everyone of whom referred to the
place as a 'paradise'. ;
Now the monsters were emerging from their tombs, darkening her nights,
making her feel discontented, put upon, abandoned by God and by fate.
Worse than that, they forced her to acknowledge the bitterness she
carried around inside her day and night, into the forest and to work, into
those rare love affairs and during her many moments of solitude.
'Damn the man. And damn myself too, since I was the one who made him
cross my path.' As she made her way back to the village, she regretted
every single minute of her life; she cursed her mother for dying so young,
her grandmother for having taught her to be honest and kind, the friends
who had abandoned her and the fate that was still with her.
Berta was still at her post.
'You're in a great hurry,' she said. 'Why not sit down beside me and relax
a bit?'
Chantal did as she suggested. She would do anything to make the time
pass more quickly.
'The village seems to be changing,' Berta said. 'There's something
different in the air, and last night I heard the rogue wolf howling.'
The girl felt relieved. She didn't know whether it had been the rogue wolf
or not, but she had definitely heard a wolf howling that night, and at least
one other person apart from her had heard it too.
'This place never changes,' she replied. 'Only the seasons come and go,
and now it's winter's turn.'
'No, it's because the stranger has come.'
Chantal checked herself. Could it be that he had talked to someone else
as well?
'What has the arrival of the stranger got to do with Viscos?'
'I spend the whole day looking at nature. Some people think it's a waste
of time, but it was the only way I could find to accept the loss of someone
I loved very much. I see the seasons pass, see the trees lose their leaves
and then grow new ones. But occasionally something unexpected in nature
brings about enormous changes. I've been told, for example, that the
mountains all around us are the result of an earthquake that happened
thousands of years ago.'
Chantal nodded; she had learned the same thing at school.
'After that, nothing is ever the same. I'm afraid that is precisely what is
going to happen now.'
Chantal was tempted to tell her the story of the gold, but, suspecting that
the old woman might know something already, she said nothing.
'I keep thinking about Ahab, our great hero and reformer, the man who
was blessed by St Savin.'
'Why Ahab?'
'Because he could see that even the most insignificant of actions, however
well intentioned, can destroy everything. They say that after he had
brought peace to the village, driven away the remaining outlaws and
modernised agriculture and trade in Viscos, he invited his friends to
supper and cooked a succulent piece of meat for them.
Suddenly he realised there was no salt.
'So Ahab called to his son: "Go to the village and buy some salt, but pay a
fair price for it: neither too much nor too little."
'His son was surprised: "I can understand why I shouldn't pay too much for
it, father, but if I can bargain them down, why not pay a bit less?"
'"That would be the sensible thing to do in a big city, but in a small village
like ours it could spell the beginning of the end."
'The boy left without asking any further questions. However, Ahab's
guests, who had overheard their conversation, wanted to know why they
should not buy the salt more cheaply if they could. Ahab replied:
"'The only reason anyone would sell salt more cheaply usually would be
because he was desperate for money. Anyone who took advantage of that
situation would be showing a lack of respect for the sweat and struggle of
the man who laboured to produce it."
'"But such a small thing couldn't possibly destroy a village."
'"In the beginning, there was only a small amount of injustice abroad in
the world, but everyone who came afterwards added their portion, always
thinking it was very small and unimportant, and look where we have
ended up today."'
'Like the stranger, for example,' Chantal said, hoping that Berta would
confirm that she too had talked to him. But Berta said nothing.
'I don't know why Ahab was so keen to save Viscos,'
Chantal went on. 'It started out as a den of thieves and now it's a village
of cowards.'
Chantal was sure the old woman knew something. She only had to find
out whether it was the stranger himself who had told her.
'That's true. But I'm not sure that it's cowardice exactly. I think everyone
is afraid of change. They want Viscos to be as it always was: a place
where you can till the soil and tend your livestock, a place that welcomes
hunters and tourists, but where everyone knows exactly what is going to
happen from one day to the next, and where the only unpredictable things
are nature's storms. Perhaps it's a way of achieving 'Peace' but I agree
with you on one point: they all think they have everything under control,
when, in fact, they control nothing.'
'Absolutely,' said Chantal.
'Not one jot or one tittle shall be added to what is written,' the old woman
said, quoting from the Gospels. 'But we like to live with that illusion
because it makes us feel safe.
Well, it's a choice like any other, even though it's stupid to believe we can
control the world and to allow ourselves to be lulled into a false sense of
security that leaves us totally unprepared for life; because then, when you
least expect it, an earthquake throws up a range of mountains, a bolt of
lightning kills a tree that was preparing for its summer rebirth, or a
hunting accident puts paid to the life of an honest man.'
For the hundredth time, Berta launched into the story of her husband's
death. He had been one of the most respected guides in the region, a man
who saw hunting not as a savage sport, but as a way of respecting local
traditions. Thanks to him, Viscos had created a special nature reserve, the
mayor had drawn up laws protecting certain near-extinct species, there
was a tax per head of each animal killed, and the money collected was
used for the good of the community.
Berta's husband tried to see the sport - considered cruel by some and
traditional for others - as a way of teaching the hunters something about
the art of living. Whenever someone with a lot of money but little hunting
experience arrived in Viscos, he would take them out to a piece of waste
ground. There, he would place a beer can on top of a stone.
Then he would stand about fifty yards from the can and, with a single
shot, send it flying. 'I'm the best shot in the region,' he would say. 'And
now you're going to learn how to become as good as me.'
He replaced the can on the same stone, walked back to where he had
stood before, took a handkerchief out of his pocket and asked the
newcomer to blindfold him. Then he aimed once more in the direction of
the target and fired again.
'Did I hit it?' he would ask, removing the blindfold.
'Of course not,' the new arrival would say, pleased to see the proud guide
humbled. 'You missed it by a mile. I don't think there's anything you can
teach me.'
'I've just taught you the most important lesson in life,' Berta's husband
would reply.
'Whenever you want to achieve something, keep your eyes open,
concentrate and make sure you know exactly what it is you want. No one
can hit their target with their eyes closed.'
Then, one day, while he was replacing the can on the stone after his first
shot, the wouldbe hunter thought it must be his turn to show how good his
aim was. Without waiting for Berta's husband to rejoin him, he fired. He
missed the target, but hit the guide in the neck. He did not have the
chance to learn that important lesson in concentration and objectivity.
have to go,' Chantal said. 'There are a few things I need to do before I go
to work.' Berta said goodbye and watched her all the way until she
disappeared down the alley beside the church. The years she had spent
sitting outside her door, looking up at the mountains and the clouds, and
holding conversations in her mind with her dead husband had taught her
to 'see' people. Her vocabulary was limited, so she could find no other
word to describe all the many sensations that other people aroused in her,
but that was what happened: she 'saw through' other people, and could
tell what their feelings were. It had all started at the funeral for her one
great love. She was weeping, and a child next to her - the son of an
inhabitant of Viscos, who was now a grown man and lived thousands of
miles away - asked her why she was sad.
Berta did not want to frighten the child by mentioning death and final
farewells, so all she said was that her husband had gone away and might
not come back to Viscos for a long time.
'I think he was having you on,' the boy replied. 'I've just seen him hiding
behind a grave, all smiles, and with a soup spoon in his hand.'
The boy's mother heard what he said and scolded him for it. 'Children are
always seeing things,' she said, apologising to Berta. But Berta
immediately stopped crying and looked in the direction the child had
indicated; her husband had always had the annoying habit of wanting to
eat his soup with a special spoon, however much this irritated her because
all spoons are the same and hold the same amount of soup - yet he had
always insisted on using his special spoon. Berta had never told anyone
this, for fear people would think him crazy.
The boy really had seen her husband; the spoon was the sign. Children
could 'see' things. From then on, Berta decided that was proof that she
was going to learn to 'see' as well, because she wanted to talk to her
husband, to have him back - if only as a ghost.
At first, she shut herself up at home, rarely going out, waiting for him to
appear to her. Then one day, something told her that she should go to the
door of her house and start paying attention to other people, that her
husband wanted her to have more joy in her life, for her to participate
more in what was going on in the village.
She set up her chair outside her house and sat staring at the mountains;
there were not many people out and about in the streets of Viscos, but on
the very first day of her vigil, a neighbour returned from the next village,
saying that they were selling quality cutlery very cheaply at the market
there and, as proof, she produced a spoon from her bag.
Berta realised she would never see her husband again, but he was asking
her to stay there, watching the village, and that was what she would do.
As time went by, she began to perceive a presence beside her, to her left,
and she was certain that he was there with her, keeping her company and
protecting her from any danger, as well as teaching her to see things that
others could not, such as the patterns made by the clouds, which always
spelled out messages. She was rather sad that whenever she tried to look
at him full on, the presence disappeared, but then she realised that she
could talk to him using her intuition, and so they began having long
conversations about all kinds of things.
Three years later, she was able to 'see' people's feelings, as well as
receive some very useful practical advice from her husband. That was
why she refused to be fobbed off with less compensation than she
deserved, and why she withdrew her money from the bank just before it
crashed, taking with it many local people's hard-earned savings.
One morning - and she could no longer remember exactly when this had
happened - her husband told her that Viscos might be destroyed. Berta
immediately thought of earthquakes creating whole new ranges of
mountains, but he reassured her that nothing of that sort would happen
there, at least not for the next few thousand years. He was worried about
another sort of destruction, even though he himself was not exactly clear
what form it would take. All the same, he asked her to be on her guard,
because this was his village, the place he loved most in the whole world,
even if he had left it rather sooner than he would have wished.
Berta began to pay more attention to people, to the patterns made by the
clouds, to the hunters who came and went, but nothing appeared to
indicate that anyone was trying to destroy a village that had never
harmed anyone. Yet still her husband insisted that she keep watch, and
she had done as he asked.
Then three days ago, she had seen the stranger arrive with a devil by his
side and she knew her wait was over. Today, she had noticed that Chantal
was accompanied by both a devil and an angel. She immediately linked
the two events and understood that something odd was happening in her
village. She smiled to herself, glanced to her left and blew a discreet
whistle.
She was not a useless old woman; she had something important to do: to
save the place where she had been born, even though she had no idea as
yet what steps she should take.
Chantal left the old woman immersed in her thoughts, and went back to
her room. It was whispered among the inhabitants of Viscos that Berta
was a witch. It was said she had shut herself up in her house for almost a
year and, during that time, had taught herself the magic arts. When
Chantal had asked who could have taught them to Berta, some said it was
the devil himself who appeared to her at night, while others swore that
she invoked the spirit of a Celtic priest, using words her parents had
taught her. But no one was overly concerned: Berta was harmless and she
always had good stories to tell.
They were right, although they were always the same stories. Suddenly
Chantal paused with her hand on the doorknob. Even though she had
heard the story of how Berta's husband had died many times over, it was
only now that she realised there was an important lesson in it for her too.
She remembered her recent walk in the forest and the pent-up hatred she
had felt inside her, a hatred that seemed to fly out all around her,
threatening whoever was near, be it herself, the village, the people in it
or their children.
But she had only one real target: the stranger. Concentrate, °of and kill
your prey. To do that, she needed a plan - it could be foolish to speak out
that night and let the situation run out of control. She decided to put off
for another day telling the story of how she had met the stranger, if, that
is, she ever did tell the other inhabitants of Viscos.
That night, when she went to collect the money for the round of drinks
that the stranger usually bought, Chantal noticed that he had slipped her a
note. She put it straight into her pocket, pretending that it was a matter of
no importance, even though she was aware of the stranger's eyes
occasionally seeking hers, as if silently questioning her. The roles seemed
to have been reversed: it was she who was in control of the situation, she
who could choose the battlefield and the hour of the fight. That was how
all the most successful hunters behaved: they always arranged things so
that the prey would come to them.
It was only when she returned to her room, this time confident that she
would sleep soundly, that she looked at the note: the stranger was asking
her to meet him in the place where they had first met.
He closed by saying that he would prefer to talk to her alone, but added
that, if she wanted, they could also speak with everyone else present too.
The threat did not escape her, but she was, in fact, contented that he had
made it. It was proof that he was losing control, because truly dangerous
men and women never
made threats. Ahab, the man who brought peace to Viscos, always used to
say: 'There are two kinds of idiots - those who don't take action because
they have received a threat and those who think they are taking action
because they have issued a threat.'
She tore the note into shreds and flushed it down the toilet, then she took
a scalding hot bath, slipped into bed and smiled. She had got exactly what
she wanted: to meet the stranger again for a conversation alone. If she
wanted to find out how to defeat him, she needed to get to know him
better.
She fell asleep almost at once - a deep, refreshing, peaseful sleep. She
had spent one night with Good, one with Good and Evil, and one with Evil.
Not one of the three had produced any definite result, but they were all
still alive in her soul, and now they were beginning to fight amongst
themselves to see who was strongest.
The time the stranger armed, Chantal was drenched - the storm had
recommenced.
'Let's not talk about the weather,' she said. 'As you can see, it's raining. I
know a place where it'll be easier for us to talk.'
She got to her feet and picked up a long canvas bag. 'You've got a
shotgun in there,' the stranger said.
'Yes.'
'And you want to kill me.'
'Yes, I do. I don't know if I'll succeed, but that's what I'd like to do. I
brought the weapon here for another reason, though: I might meet the
rogue wolf on the way, and if I could shoot him, I might win some respect
in Viscos. No one believes me, but I heard him howling last night.'
'And what is this rogue wolf?'
At first she doubted whether to share anything more with this man who
was her enemy. But then she remembered a book on Japanese martial
arts - she always read any books left behind by hotel guests, no matter
what the books were about, cause she didn't want to spend her own
money buying them.
There was written that the best way to weaken one's enemy was to get
him to believe that you were on his side.
As they trudged through the wind and the rain, she told him the story. Two
years ago, a man from Viscos - the blacksmith, to be precise - was out for
a walk when, all of a sudden, he came face to face with a wolf and its
young. The man was terrified, but he tore off a branch and made to attack
the animal. Normally, the wolf would have run away but as it was with its
young, it counter-attacked and bit the man on the leg. The blacksmith, a
man whose job requires enormous strength, managed to deal the wolf
such a blow that it finally ran back into the forest with its cubs and was
never seen again; all anyone knew was that it had a white
mark on its left ear.
'But why is it called the rogue wolf?'
'Usually even the fiercest of animals will only attack in exceptional
circumstances, in order, for example, to protect its young. However, if an
animal does attack and tastes human blood, then it becomes dangerous; it
will always want more; it will cease being a wild animal and become a
killer. Everyone believes that one day the wolf will attack again.'
'That's my story too,' the stranger thought.
Chantal was walking as fast as she could because she was younger and
fitter than him and wanted to gain a psychological advantage over her
companion by tiring him out and humiliating him, and yet he managed to
keep up with her. He was out of breath, but he never once asked her to
slow down.
They reached a small, well-camouflaged, green plastic tent, used by
hunters as a hide. They sat inside, rubbing their frozen hands and blowing
on them.
'What do you want?' she asked him. 'Why did you give me that note?'
'I'm going to ask you a riddle: of all the days in our life, which is the one
that never comes?'
There was no reply.
'Tomorrow,' the stranger said. 'But you seem to believe that tomorrow will
come and keep putting off what I asked you to do. We're getting towards
the end of the week, and if you don't say something, I'll have to do it
myself.'
Chantal left the refuge, stood a safe distance from it, undid the canvas
bag, and took out the shotgun. The stranger didn't seem to attach any
importance to this.
'You dug up the gold again,' he went on. 'If you had to write a book about
your experiences, how do you think most of your readers would react -
given all the difficulties they have to face, the injustices dealt to them by
life and other people, the struggle they have in order to pay for their
children's schooling and to put food on the table - don't you think that
those people would be urging you to take the gold and run?'
'I don't know,' she said, loading a cartridge into the gun. 'Nor do I. But
that's the answer I'm looking for.'
She inserted the second cartridge.
'You're willing to kill me, despite that reassuring little tale about finding a
wolf. But that's all right, because that too provides me with an answer to
my question: human beings are essentially evil, even a young woman
from a remote village is capable of committing murder for money. I'm
going to leave but now I have my answer, so I can die happy.'
'Here, take it,' she said, handing him the gun. 'No one knows that I know
you. All the details you gave in the hotel are false. You can leave when
you want and, as I understand it, you can go anywhere you want to in the
world. You don't need to have a good aim: all you have to do is point the
shotgun in my direction and squeeze the trigger. Each cartridge is full of
tiny bits of lead; as soon as they leave the barrel, they spread out into a
cone shape. They can kill birds or human beings. You can even look the
other way if you don't want to see my body being blown apart.'
The man curled his finger round the trigger, and Chantal was surprised to
see that he was holding the gun correctly, like a professional. They stood
like that for a long while, and she was aware that he had only to slip or be
startled by an animal coming on them unexpectedly and his finger could
move and the gun go off. She suddenly realised how childish her gesture
had been, trying to defy someone merely for the pleasure of provoking
him, saying that he was incapable of doing what he was asking others to
do.
The stranger was still pointing the gun at her, staring at her unblinking,
his hands steady. It was too late now - maybe deep down he thought it
wouldn't be such a bad idea to end the life of this young woman who had
dared to challenge him. Chantal was on the point of asking him to forgive
her, but the stranger lowered the gun before she could say a word.
'I can almost touch your fear,' he said, handing her back the gun. 'I can
smell the sweat pouring off you, despite the rain, and even though the
wind is shaking the treetops and making an infernal racket, I can hear
your heart thumping in your throat.'
'I'm going to do what you asked me to do this evening,' he said,
pretending she hadn't heard the truths he was lline her. 'After all, you
came to Viscos to learn about your own nature, to find out if you were
good or evil. There's one thing I've just shown you: regardless of what I
may have felt or stopped feeling just now, you could have pulled the
trigger, but you didn't. Do you know why? Because you're a coward. You
use others to resolve your own conflicts, but you are incapable of taking
certain decisions.'
'A German philosopher once said: "Even God has a hell: his love of
mankind". No, I'm not a coward. I've pressed many worse triggers than
this one, or, rather, I have made far better guns than this and distributed
them around the world. I did it all perfectly legally, got the transactions
approved by the government, the export licences, paid all the necessary
taxes. I married a woman who loved me, I had two beautiful daughters, I
never stole a penny from my company, and always succeeded in
recovering any money owed to me.
'Unlike you, who feel persecuted by destiny, I was always a man of action,
someone who struggled with the many difficulties in my way, who lost
some battles and won others, but always understood that victories and
defeats form part of everyone's life - everyone, that is, except cowards,
as you call them, because they never lose or win.
'I read a lot. I was a regular churchgoer. I feared God and respected His
commandments. I was a highly paid director of a huge firm. Since I was
paid commission on every deal we made, I earned more than enough to
support my wife my daughters, and even my grandchildren and my
greatgrandchildren; because the arms trade is the most profitable business
in the world. I knew the value of every item I sold so I personally checked
all our transactions; that way I uncovered several cases of corruption and
dismissed those involved and halted the sales. My weapons were made to
help defend order, which is the only way to ensure progress and
development in this world, or so I thought.'
The stranger came up to Chantal and took her by the shoulders; he
wanted her to look him in the eyes and know that he was telling the truth.
'You may consider arms manufacturers to be the lowest of the low.
Perhaps you're right, but the fact is that man has used weapons ever since
he lived in caves - first to kill animals, then to win power over others. The
world has existed without agriculture, without domesticated animals,
without religion, without music, but never without weapons.'
He picked up a stone from the ground.
'Here's the first of them, generously donated by Mother Nature to those
who had to confront prehistoric animals. A stone like this doubtless saved
the life of a man, and that man, after countless generations, led to you
and me being born. If he hadn't had that stone, the murderous carnivore
would have devoured him, and hundreds of millions of people would not
have been born.'
The wind was blowing harder, and the rain was battering but neither of
them looked away.
'Many people criticise hunters, but Viscos welcomes them with open arms
because it lives off them; some people hate a hull in a bullring, but go
and buy the meat from them, jeer's claiming that the animal had an
"honourable" death. A lot of people are critical of arms manufacturers, but
they will continue to exist until there's not a single weapon left on the face
of the earth. Because as long as one weapon remains, there will always
have to be another, to preserve the fragile balance.'
'What has all this got to do with my village?' Chantal demanded. 'What has
it got to do with breaking the commandments, with murder, stealing, with
the essence of human nature, with Good and Evil?'
At this, the stranger's eyes changed, as if overwhelmed by a deep
sadness.
'Remember what I told you at the beginning. I always tried to do my
business according to the law; I considered myself what people usually
term a "good man". Then one evening I received a phone call in my
office: it was a woman's voice, soft but devoid of emotion. She said her
terrorist group had kidnapped my wife and daughters. They wanted a
large quantity of what they knew I could give them - weapons. They told
me to keep quiet about it, they told me that nothing would happen to my
family if I followed their instructions.
'The woman rang off saying that she would call again in half an hour and
told me to wait for her call in a phone box at the train station. She said
not to worry; my family was being well treated and would be freed within
a few hours because all I had to do was send an electronic message to
one of our subsidiaries in a certain country. It wasn't even real theft,
more like an illegal sale that would go completely unnoticed in the
company I worked for.
'Since I was a good citizen, brought up to respect the law and to feel
protected by it, the first thing I did was to ring the police. A minute later, I
was no longer the master of my own decisions, I was transformed into
someone incapable of protecting his own family; my universe was
suddenly filled with anonymous voices and frantic phone calls. When I
went to the designated phone box, an army of technicians had already
hooked up the underground telephone cable to the most modern
equipment available, so that they could instantaneously trace exactly
where the call was coming from. There were helicopters ready to take off,
police cars strategically positioned to block the traffic, trained men, armed
to the teeth, on full alert.
'Two different governments, in distant continents, already knew what was
going on and they forbade any negotiations; all I had to do was to follow
orders, repeat what they told me to say and behave exactly as instructed
by the experts.
'Before the day was out, the hiding place where they were keeping the
hostages had been discovered, and the kidnappers - two young men and a
woman, all apparently inexperienced, simply disposable elements in a
powerful political organisation - lay dead, riddled with bullets. Before they
died, however, they had time to execute my wife and children. If even
God has a hell, which is his love for mankind, then any man has his hell
within easy reach, and that's his love for his family.'
The stranger fell silent; he was afraid of losing control of his voice and
betraying an emotion he preferred to keep hidden. As soon as he had
recovered, he went on:
'Both the police and the kidnappers used weapons made by my company.
No one knows how the terrorists came to be in possession of them, and
that's of no importance: they had them. Despite all my efforts, my
struggle to ensure that everything was carried out according to the
strictest regulations for their manufacture and sale, my family had been
killed by something which I, at some point, had sold perhaps over a meal
at an expensive restaurant, while I chatted about the weather or world
politics.'
Another pause. When he spoke again, it was as if he were another person,
as if nothing he was saying had anything to do with him.
'I know the weapon and the ammunition used to kill my family well. I
know which part of the body they aimed at: the chest. The bullet makes
only a small hole on entering about the size of your little finger. When it
hits the first bone, though, it splits into four, and each of the fragments
continues in a different direction, brutally destroying everything in its
Path: kidneys, heart, liver, lungs. Every time it comes up against
something solid, like a vertebra, it changes direction again, usually
carrying with it sharp bone fragments and bits of torn muscle, until at last
it finds a way out. Each of the four exit wounds is almost as big as a fist,
and the bullet stil has enough force to spatter round the room the bits of
tissue flesh and bone that clung to it during its journey through the body.
'All of this takes less than two seconds; two seconds to die might not seem
very long, but time isn't measured like that. You understand, I hope.'
Chantal nodded.
'At the end of that year, I left my job. I travelled to the four corners of the
earth, alone with my grief, asking myself how human beings can be
capable of such evil. I lost the most precious thing a man can have: my
faith in my fellow man. I laughed and I wept at God's irony, at the absurd
way he had chosen to demonstrate to me that I was an instrument of
Good and Evil.
'All my sense of compassion gradually vanished, and now my heart has
entirely shrivelled up; I don't care whether I live or die. But first, for the
sake of my wife and daughters, I need to grasp what happened in that
hiding place. I can understand how people can kill out of hate or love, but
why do it for no particular reason, simply over some business transaction?
'This may seem naive to you - after all, people kill each other every day
for money - but that doesn't interest me, I'm only concerned with my wife
and daughters. I want to know what was going on in the minds of those
terrorists. I want to know whether, at any point, they might have taken
pity on them and just let them leave, because their war had nothing to do
with my family. I want to know if, when Good and Evil are with my family
struggling against each other, there is a fraction of a second when Good
might prevail.'
'Why Viscos? Why my village?'
'Why the weapons from my factory, when there are so many armaments
factories in the world, some of them with no government controls? The
answer is simple: chance. I needed a small place where everyone knew
each other and eot on together. The moment they learned about the
reward, Good and Evil would once again be pitted against each other, and
what had happened in that hiding place would happen in your village.
'The terrorists were already surrounded and defeated; nevertheless, they
killed my family merely in order to carry out a useless, empty ritual. Your
village has what I did not have: it has the possibility to choose. They will
be tempted by the desire for money and perhaps believe they have a
mission to protect and save their village, but even so, they still retain the
ability to decide whether or not to execute the hostage. That's all. I want
to see whether other people might have acted differently to those poor,
bloodthirsty youngsters.
'As I told you when we first met, the story of one man is the story of all
men. If compassion exists, I will accept that rate was harsh with me, but
that sometimes it can be gentle with others. That won't change the way I
feel in the slightest, It won't bring my family back, but at least it will
drive away the devil that's always with me and give me some hope.'
'And why do you want to know whether I am capable of stealing the gold?'
'For the same reason. You may divide the world into trivial crimes and
serious ones, but it isn't like that. I think the terrorists did the same. They
thought they were killing for a cause, not just for pleasure, love, hate or
money. If you took the gold bar, you would have to justify the crime to
yourself and to me, and then I would understand how the murderers
justified to themselves the killing of my loved ones. As you have seen, I
have spent all these years trying to understand what happened. I don't
know whether this will bring me peace, but I can't see any alternative.'
'If I did steal the gold, you would never see me again.'
For the first time during the almost thirty minutes they had been talking,
the stranger smiled faintly.
'I worked in the arms industry, don't forget. And that included work for
the secret service.'
The man asked her to lead him to the river - he was lost, and did not
know how to get back. Chantal took the shotgun - she had borrowed it
from a friend on the pretext that she was very tense and needed to do a
bit of hunting to try and relax - put it back in its bag, and the two of them
set off down the hill.
They said nothing to each other on the way down. When they reached the
river, the stranger said goodbye.
'I understand why you're delaying, but I can't wait any longer. I can also
understand that, in order to struggle with yourself, you needed to get to
know me better: now you do.
'I am a man who walks the earth with a devil at his side; in order to drive
him away or to accept him once and for all, I need to know the answers to
certain questions.'
'And why do you want to know whether I am capable of stealing the gold?'
'For the same reason. You may divide the world into trivial crimes and
serious ones, but it isn't like that. I think the terrorists did the same. They
thought they were killing for a cause, not just for pleasure, love, hate or
money. If you took the gold bar, you would have to justify the crime to
yourself and to me, and then I would understand how the murderers
justified to themselves the killing of my loved ones. As you have seen, I
have spent all these years trying to understand what happened. I don't
know whether this will bring me peace, but I can't see any alternative.'
'If I did steal the gold, you would never see me again.'
For the first time during the almost thirty minutes they had been talking,
the stranger smiled faintly.
'I worked in the arms industry, don't forget. And that included work for
the secret service.'
The man asked her to lead him to the river - he was lost, and did not
know how to get back. Chantal took the shotgun - she had borrowed it
from a friend on the pretext that she
was very tense and needed to do a bit of hunting to try and relax - put it
back in its bag, and the two of them set off down the hill.
They said nothing to each other on the way down. When they reached the
river, the. stranger said goodbye.
'I understand why you're delaying, but I can't wait any longer. I can also
understand that, in order to struggle with yourself, you needed to get to
know me better: now you do.
The fork banged repeatedly against the wineglass. Everyone in the bar
which was packed on that Friday night, turned towards the sound: it was
Miss Prym calling for them to be silent.
The effect was immediate: never in all the history of the village had a
young woman whose sole duty was to serve the customers acted in such a
manner.
'She had better have something important to say,' thought the hotel
landlady. 'If not, I'll get rid of her tonight, despite the promise I made to
her grandmother never to abandon her.'
'I'd like you all to listen,' Chantal said. 'I'm going to tell you a story that
everyone here, apart from our visitor, will know,' she said, pointing to the
stranger. 'After that, I'll tell you another story that no one here, apart
from our visitor, will know. When I've finished, it will be up to you to
judge whether or not it was wrong of me to interrupt your wellearned
Friday evening rest, after an exhausting week's work.'
'She's taking a terrible risk,' the priest thought. 'She doesn't know
anything we don't know. She may be a poor orphan with few possibilities
in life, but it's going to be difficult to persuade the hotel landlady to keep
her on after this.'
'When the ceremony was over, people gathered together in various
groups. Most of them believed that Ahab had been duped by the saint,
that he had lost his nerve, and that he should be killed. During the days
that followed, many plans were made with that objective in mind. But the
plotters could not avoid the sight of the gallows in the middle of the
square and they thought: What is that doing there? Was it erected in order
to deal with anyone who goes against the new laws? Who is on Ahab's side
and who isn't? Are there spies in our midst?
'The gallows looked at the villagers, and the villagers looked at the
gallows. Gradually, the rebels' initial defiance gave way to fear; they all
knew Ahab's reputation and they knew he never went back on a decision.
Some of them left the village, others decided to try the new jobs that had
been suggested, simply because they had nowhere else to go or because
they were conscious of the shadow cast by that instrument of death in the
middle of the square. Before long, Viscos had been pacified and it became
a large trading centre near the frontier, exporting the finest wool and
producing top-quality wheat.
'The gallows remained in place for ten years. The wood withstood the
weather well, but the rope occasionally had to be replaced with a new
one. The gallows was never used. Ahab never once mentioned it. The
mere sight of the gallows was enough to turn courage into fear, trust into
suspicion, bravado into whispers of submission. When ten years had
passed and the rule of law had finally been established in Viscos, Ahab
had the gallows dismantled and used the wood to build a cross instead.'
Chantal paused. The bar was completely silent apart from the sound of
the stranger clapping.
'That's an excellent story,' he said. 'Ahab really underrate human nature:
it isn't the desire to abide by the law hate makes everyone behave as
society requires, but the fear of punishment. Each one of us carries a
gallows inside us.'
'Today, at the stranger's request, I am pulling down the cross and erecting
another gallows in the middle of the square,' Chantal went on.
'Carlos,' someone said, 'his name is Carlos, and it would be more polite to
call him by his name than to keep referring to him as "the stranger".'
'I don't know his real name. All the details he gave on the hotel form are
false. He's never paid for anything with a credit card. We have no idea
where he came from or where he's going to; even the phone call to the
airport could be a lie.'
They all turned to look at the man, who kept his eyes fixed on Chantal.
'Yet, when he did tell you the truth, none of you believed him. He really
did work for an armaments factory, he really "as had all kinds of
adventures and been all kinds of different People, from loving father to
ruthless businessman. But because you live here in Viscos, you cannot
comprehend how much richer and more complex life can be.'
'That girl had better explain herself,' thought the hotel landlady. And
that's just what Chantal did:
'Four days ago, he showed me ten large gold bars. They are worth enough
to guarantee the future of all the inhabitants of Viscos for the next thirty
years, to provide for major improvements to the village, a children's
playground, for example, in the hope that one day children will live here
again. He then immediately hid them in the forest, and I don't know
where they are.'
Everyone again turned towards the stranger, who, this time, looked back
at them and nodded his head.
'That gold will belong to Viscos if, in the next three days, someone in the
village is murdered. If no one dies, the stranger will leave, taking his gold
with him.
'And that's it. I've said all I had to say, and I've re-erected the gallows in
the square. Except that this time, it is not there to prevent a crime, but so
that an innocent person can be hanged, so that the sacrifice of that
innocent person will bring prosperity to the village.'
For the third time, all the people in the bar turned towards the stranger.
Once again, he nodded.
'The girl tells a good story,' he said, switching off the recorder and putting
it back in his pocket.
Chantal turned away and began washing glasses in the sink. It was as if
time had stopped in Viscos; no one said a word. The only sound that could
be heard was that of running water, of a glass being put down on a marble
surface, of the distant wind shaking the branches of leafless trees.
The mayor broke the silence: 'Let's call the police.'
'Go ahead,' the stranger said. 'I've got a recording here, and my only
comment was: "The girl tells a good story."'
'Please, go up to your room, pack your things, and leave here at once,'
said the hotel landlady.
'I've paid for a week and I'm going to stay a week. Even if you have to
call the police.' 'Has it occurred to you that you might be the person to be
murdered?'
'Of course. And it really doesn't matter to me. But if you did murder me,
then you would have committed the crime, but you would never receive
the promised reward.'
One by one, the regulars in the bar filed out, the younger ones first and
the older people last. Soon only Chantal and the stranger were left.
She picked up her bag, put on her coat, went to the door and then turned
to him.
'You're a man who has suffered and wants revenge,' she said. 'Your heart
is dead, your soul is in darkness. The devil by your side is smiling because
you are playing the game he invented.'
'Thank you for doing as I asked. And for telling me the true and very
interesting story of the gallows.'
'In the forest, you told me that you wanted answers to Certain questions,
but from the way you have constructed your plan, only Evil will be
rewarded; if no one is murdered.
Good will earn nothing but praise. And as you know, praise cannot feed
hungry mouths or help to restore dying villages You're not trying to find
the answer to a question, you're simply trying to confirm something you
desperately want to believe: that everyone is evil.'
A change came over the stranger's face, and Chantal noticed it.
'If the whole world is evil, then the tragedy that befell you is justified,'
she went on. 'That would make it easier for you to accept the deaths of
your wife and daughters. But if good people do exist, then, however much
you deny it, your life will be unbearable; because fate set a trap for you,
and you know you didn't deserve it. It isn't the light you want to recover,
it's the certainty that there is only darkness.'
'What exactly are you driving at?' he said, a slight tremor in his voice.
'The wager should be fairer. If, after three days, no one is murdered, the
village should get the ten gold bars anyway. As a reward for the integrity
of its inhabitants.'
The stranger laughed.
'And I will receive my gold bar, as a reward for my participation in this
sordid game.'
'I'm not a fool, you know. If I agreed to that, the first thing you would do
is to go outside and tell everyone.'
'Possibly. But I won't; I swear by my grandmother and by my eternal
salvation.'
'That's not enough. No one knows whether God listens to vows, or if
eternal salvation exists.'
'You'll know I haven't told them, because the gallows is hanging now in
the middle of the village. It will be clear if there's been any kind of
trickery. And anyway, even if I went there now and told everyone what
we've just been talking about, no one would believe me; it would be the
same as arriving in Viscos and saying: "Look, all this is yours, regardless
of whether or not you do what the stranger is asking." These men and
women are used to working hard, to earning every penny with the sweat
of their brow; they would never even admit the possibility of gold just
falling from heaven like that.'
The stranger lit a cigarette, finished off his drink and got up from the
table. Chantal awaited his reply standing by the open door, letting the cold
air into the room.
'I'll know if there's been any cheating,' he said. 'I'm used to dealing with
people, just like your Ahab.'
'I'm sure you are. So that means "yes", then.' Again he nodded his
agreement.
'And one more thing: you still believe that man can be good. If that
weren't the case, you wouldn't have invented all this nonsense to convince
yourself otherwise.'
Chantal closed the door and walked down the main street of the village -
completely deserted at that hour - sobbing uncontrollably. Without
wanting to, she had become caught up in the game; she was betting on
the fact that people were basically good, despite all the Evil in the world.
She would never tell anyone what she and the stranger had just been
talking about because, now, she too wanted to know the answer.
She was aware that, although the street was empty, from behind the
curtains in darkened rooms, the eyes of Viscos were watching as she
walked back home. It didn't matter- It was far too dark for anyone to see
her tears.
The man opened the window of his room, hoping that the cold would
silence the voice of his devil for a few moments.
As expected, it did not work, because the devil was even more agitated
than usual after what the girl had just said. For the first time in many
years, the stranger noticed that the devil seemed weaker, and there were
moments when he even appeared rather distant; however, he soon
reappeared, no stronger or weaker than usual, but much as he always
was. He lived in the left-hand side of the man's brain, in the part that
governs logic and reasoning, but he never allowed himself to be seen, so
that the man was forced to imagine what he must be like. He tried to
picture him in a thousand different ways, from the conventional devil with
horns and a tail to a young woman with blonde curls. The image he finally
settled on was that of a young man in his twenties, with black trousers, a
blue shirt, and a green beret perched nonchalantly on his dark hair.
He had first heard the devil's voice on an island, where he had travelled
after resigning from his job; he was on the beach, in terrible emotional
pain, trying desperately to believe that his suffering must have an end,
when he saw the most beautiful sunset he had ever seen. It was then that
his despair came back in force, and he plumbed the depths of the deepest
abyss in his soul precisely because such a sunset should also have been
seen by his wife and children. He broke into uncontrollable sobs and felt
that he would never climb up from the bottom of that pit.
At that moment, a friendly, companionable voice told him that he was not
alone, that everything that had happened to him had a purpose, which
was to show that each person's destiny is pre-ordained. Tragedy always
happens, and nothing we do can alter by one jot the evil that awaits us.
'There is no such thing as Good: virtue is simply one of the many faces of
terror,' the voice said. 'When man understands that, he will realise that
this world is just a little joke played on him by God.'
Then the voice - which identified itself as the prince of this world, the only
being who really knows what happens on Earth - began to show him the
people all around him on the beach. The wonderful father who was busy
packing things up and helping his children put on some warm clothes and
who would love to have an affair with his secretary, but was terrified of
his wife's response. His wife who would like to work and have her
independence, but who was terrified of her husband's response. The
children who behaved themselves because they were terrified of being
punished. The girl who was reading a book all on her own beneath a
sunshade, pretending she didn't care, but inside was terrified of spending
the rest of her life alone. The boy running around with a racquet, terrified
of having to live up to his parents' tennis fame for generations. The waiter
serving tropical drinks to the rich experts, hurt and terrified that he could
be sacked at any time. The young girl who wanted to be a dancer, but
who was studying law instead because she was terrified of what the
neighbours might say. The old man who didn't smoke or drink and said he
felt much better for it, when in truth it was the terror of death that
whispered in his ears like the wind. The married couple who ran by,
splashing through the surf, with a smile on their face but with a terror in
their hearts telling them that they would soon be old, boring and useless.
The man with the suntan who swept up in his launch in front of everybody
and waved and smiled, but was terrified because he could lose all his
money from one moment to the next. The hotel owner, watching the
whole idyllic scene from his office, trying to keep everyone happy and
cheerful, urging his accountants to ever greater vigilance, and terrified
because he knew that however honest he was government officials would
still find mistakes in his accounts if they wanted to.
There was terror in each and every one of the people on that beautiful
beach and on that breathtakingly beautiful evening. Terror of being alone,
terror of the darkness filling their imaginations with devils, terror of doing
anything not in the manuals of good behaviour, terror of God's judgement,
of what other people would say, of the law punishing any mistake, terror
of trying and failing, terror of succeeding and having to live with the envy
of other people, terror of loving and being rejected, terror of asking for a
rise in salary, of accepting an invitation, of going somewhere new, of not
being able to speak a foreign language, of not making the right
impression, of growing old, of dying, of being pointed on because of one's
defects, of not being pointed out because of one's merits, of not being
noticed either for one's defects or one's merits.
Terror, terror, terror. Life was a reign of terror, in the shadow of the
guillotine. 'I hope this consoles you a little,' he heard the devil say.
'They're all terrified; you're not alone. The only difference is that you
have already been through the most difficult part; your worst fear became
reality. You have nothing to lose, whereas these people on the beach live
with their terror all the time; some are aware of it, others try to ignore it,
but all of them know that it exists and will get them in the end.'
Incredible though it may seem, these words did console him somewhat, as
if the suffering of others alleviated his own. From that moment on, the
devil had become a more and more frequent companion. He had lived
with him for two years now, and he felt neither happy nor sad to know
that the devil had completely taken over his soul.
As he became accustomed to the devil's company, he tried to find out
more about the origin of Evil, but none of his questions received precise
answers.
'There's no point trying to discover why I exist. If you really want an
explanation, you can tell yourself that I am God's way of punishing
himself for having decided, in an idle moment, to create the Universe.'
The devil was reluctant to talk about himself, the man. Since the night, he
got every reference he could find to hell. He decided to look up the word
that most religions have something called 'of punishment', where the
immortal soul goes after emitting certain crimes against society
(everything deemed to be seen in terms of society, rather than of the
individual). Some religions said that once the spirit was separated from
the body, it crossed a river, met a dog and entered hell by a gate of no
return. Since the body was laid in a tomb, the place of punishment was
generally described as being dark and situated inside the earth; thanks to
volcanoes, it was known that the centre of the earth was full of fire, and
so the human imagination came up with the idea of flames torturing
sinners.
He found one of the most interesting descriptions of this punishment in an
Arabian book: there it was written that once the soul had left the body, it
had to walk across a bridge as narrow as a knife edge, with paradise on
the right and, on the left, a series of circles that led down into the
darkness inside the earth. Before crossing the bridge (the book did not
explain where it led to), each person had to place all his virtues in his
right hand and all his sins in his left, and the imbalance between the two
meant that the person always fell towards the side to which his actions on
Earth had inclined him.
Christianity spoke of a place where there would be weeping and gnashing
of teeth. Judaism described a cave with a room big enough for a finite
number of souls - when this was full, the world would end. Islam spoke of
the fire in which we would all burn 'unless God desires otherwise'. For
Hindus, hell was never a place of eternal torment, since they believed
that the soul would be reincarnated after a certain period of time in order
to pay for its sins in the same place where they had been committed - in
other words, in this world. Even so, there were no fewer than twenty-one
of these places of punishment in what was usually referred to as 'the
lower depths'.
The Buddhists also distinguished between the different kinds of
punishment a soul might face; eight fiery hells and eight freezing ones, as
well as a kingdom where the condemned soul felt neither heat nor cold,
only infinite hunger and thirst.
Nothing though could compare to the huge variety that the Chinese had
thought up; unlike everyone else - who placed hell deep down inside the
earth - the Chinese believed that the souls of sinners went to a mountain
range known as the Little Wall of Iron and surrounded by another
mountain range known as the Great Wall. In the space between these two
ranges, there were no less than eight large hells one on top of the other,
each of which controlled sixteen smaller hells, which in turn controlled ten
million hells beneath them. The Chinese also said that devils were made
up of the souls of those who had already completed their punishment.
The Chinese were also the only ones to offer a convincing explanation of
the origin of devils - they were evil because they had personal experience
of evil, and now they wanted to pass it on to others, in an eternal cycle of
vengeance.
'I had to grasp what is happening to me,' the stranger heard himself,
remembering Miss Prym's words.
The devil remembered those words too and felt he had lost some of his
ground. The only way he could regain it was to leave no room for doubt in
the stranger's mind.
'All right, so you had a moment of doubt,' the devil said, 'but the terror
remains. The story of the gallows was a good one, because it clearly
shows that mankind is virtuous only because terror exists, but that men
are still essentially bad, my true descendants.'
The stranger was shivering now, but decided to leave the window open a
while longer. 'God, I did not deserve what happened to me. If you did that
to me, I can do the same to others. That is justice.'
The devil was worried, but resolved to keep quiet - he could not show that
he too was terrified. The man was blaspheming against God and trying to
justify his actions, but this was the first time in two years he had heard
him addressing the heavens.
It was a bad sign.
'A good sign,' was Chantal's first thought when she heard the baker's van
sounding its horn. Life in Viscos was going on as usual. the bread was
being delivered, people were leaving their houses, they would have the
whole of Saturday and Sunday to discuss the insane proposition put before
them, and then, with some regret, they would watch the stranger depart
on Monday morning. Later that evening, she would tell them about the
wager she had made, announcing that they had won the battle and were
rich.
She would never become a saint like St Savin, but for many generations
to come she would be remembered as the woman who saved the village
from Evil's second visitation. Maybe they would make up legends about
her; the village's future inhabitants might refer to her as a lovely young
woman, the only one who had not abandoned Viscos because she knew
she had a mission to fulfill. Pious ladies would light candles to her and
young men would sigh passionately over the heroine they had never
known.
She was proud of herself, but was aware that she should act on what she
said and make no mention of the gold that belonged to her, otherwise
they would end up convincing her that, in order to be considered a saint,
she should also divide up her share.
In her own way she was helping the stranger to save his soul, and God
would take this into account when he made a final reckoning of her deeds.
The fate of the stranger mattered little to her, however; what she had to
do now was to hope that the next two days passed as quickly as possible,
for it was hard to keep a secret like that locked up in her heart.
The inhabitants of Viscos were neither better nor worse than those of
neighbouring villages, but there was no way they would be capable of
committing a murder for money - of that she was sure. Now that the story
was out in the open, no man or woman could take the initiative alone.
First, because the reward would have to be divided up equally, and she
knew that no one would want to risk themselves purely so that others
might gain. Second, because, if they were thinking what she deemed to be
the unthinkable, they needed to be able to count on the full co-operation
of all the others - with the exception, perhaps, of the chosen victim. If a
single individual was against the idea - and if need be, she would be that
person - the men and women of Viscos all ran the risk of being denounced
and imprisoned. Better to be poor and honourable than rich and in jail.
Chantal went downstairs remembering that hitherto even the election of a
mayor to govern this village with its three streets had provoked heated
arguments and internal divisions. When they wanted to make a children's
playground in part of the village, there was such a fuss that the works
were never begun - some said that the village playground had no children
anyway, others roared that a playground would be just the thing to bring
them back.
Their parents came to the village on holiday and saw things were
changing. In Viscos they debated everything. The quality of the bread, the
hunting regulations, the xistence (or not) of the rogue wolf, Berta's
strange behaviour and, possibly, Miss Prym's secret meetings with some
of the hotel guests, although no one would ever dare mention it to her
face.
She approached the van with the air of someone who, for the first time in
her life, was playing a leading role in the history of her village. Until then
she had been the helpless orphan, the girl who had never managed to find
a husband, a poor night-worker, a lonely wretch in search of company;
they were losing nothing by waiting. In two days' time, they would come
and kiss her feet and thank her for her generosity and for their affluence,
they would perhaps insist upon her running for mayor in the coming
elections (thinking it through, it might be good to stick around for a while
longer and enjoy her newly won glory).
A group of people gathered around the van were buying their bread in
silence. Everyone turned to look at her, but no one said a word.
What's going on in this place?' asked the lad selling the bread. 'Did
someone die?'
'No,' replied the blacksmith, who was there too, despite it being a
Saturday morning when he could sleep until late 'Someone's having a bad
time and we're all rather worried'
Chantal couldn't understand what was happening.
'Go ahead and buy what you came to buy,' she heard someone say. 'The
lad has to get going.'
Mechanically, she held out her money and took the bread. The baker's lad
shrugged his shoulders - as if abandoning any attempt to understand what
was going on - gave her the change, wished everyone good day and
drove off.
'Now it's my turn to ask what's going on in this village,' she said, and fear
made her speak more loudly than good manners usually permitted.
'You know what's going on,' the blacksmith said. 'You want us to commit a
murder in return for money.'
'I don't want anything! I just did what the guy told me to! Have you all
gone mad?'
'You're the one who's gone mad. You should never have allowed yourself
to become that madman's mouthpiece! What on earth do you want? What
are you getting out of it? Do you want to turn this place into a hell, just
like it was in the Ahab stories. Have you lost all sense of honour and
dignity?'
Chantal began to tremble.
'You really have gone mad! Did you actually take the wager seriously?'
'Just leave her,' said the hotel landlady. 'Let's go home and have
breakfast.'
The group gradually dispersed. Chantal was still tremblutching her bread,
rooted to the spot. Those people have never agreed about anything in
their lives before up to now for the first time ever, in complete accord:
she was the outv one. Not the stranger, not the wager, but her, Chantal,
the instigator of the crime. Had the world turned upside down?
She left the bread by her door and set off towards the mountain; she
wasn't hungry or thirsty, she didn't want anything. She had just
understood something very important, something that filled her with fear,
horror and utter terror.
No one had said anything to the baker's boy.
Something like this would normally be talked about, either with
indignation or amusement, but the lad with the van, who delivered bread
and gossip to the various villages in the region, had left with no idea of
what was going on. It was clear that everyone in Viscos was gathered
there together for the first time that day, and no one had had time to
discuss what had taken place the previous night, although everyone knew
what had happened in the bar. And yet, unconsciously, they had all made
a pact of silence.
In other words, each one of those people, in their heart of hearts, was
thinking the unthinkable, imagining the unimaginable.
Berta called to her. She was still at her post, watching over the village,
though to no avail, since the danger was already there was far greater
than anyone could possibly have envisaged.
'I don't want to talk,' said Chantal. 'I can't think, react or say anything.'
'You can at least listen. Sit down here.'
Of all the people she had known, Berta was the only one who had ever
treated her with any kindness. Chantal did not just sit down, she flung her
arms around Berta. They stayed like that for a long while, until Berta
broke the silence.
'Now go off into the forest and clear your head; you know you're not the
problem. The rest of them know that too, but they need someone to
blame.'
'It's the stranger who's to blame!'
'You and I know that, but no one else does. They all want to believe
they've been betrayed, that you should have told them sooner, that you
didn't trust them.'
'Betrayed?' 'Yes.'
'Why would they want to believe that?' 'Think about it.'
Chantal thought. Because they needed someone to blame. A victim.
'I don't know how this story will end,' said Berta. 'Viscos is a village of
good people, although, as you yourself once said, they are a bit cowardly.
Even so, it might be a good idea if you were to go somewhere far away
from here for a while.'
She must be joking. No one could possibly take the stranger's bet
seriously. No one. And anyway, she didn't have any money and she had
nowhere to go.
It wasn't true. A gold bar awaited her and it could let her go wherever in
the world. But she didn't want to think about that.
That very moment, as if by some quirk of fate, the stranger walked past
them and set off for his walk in the mountains, as he did every morning.
He nodded and continued on his way. Berta followed him with her eyes,
while Chantal tried to spot whether anyone in the village had noticed his
greeting. They would say she was his accomplice. They would say there
was a secret code between the two of them.
'He looks worried,' said Berta. 'There's something odd about him.'
'Perhaps he's realised that his little game has become reality.'
'No, it's something more than that. I don't know what, but... it's as if ...
no, no, I don't know what it is.'
'I bet my husband would know,' Berta thought, aware of a nervous
fidgeting to her left, but now was not the time to talk to him.
'It reminds me of Ahab,' she said to Chantal.
'I don't want to think about Ahab, about legends, about anything! All I
want is for the world to go back to how it was, and for Viscos - for all its
faults - not to be destroyed by one man's madness!'
It seems you love this place more than you think.'
Chantal was trembling. Berta hugged her again, placing her hand on her
shoulder, as if she were the daughter she had never had.
'As I was saying, Ahab told a story about heaven and hell that used to be
passed from parent to child, but has been forgotten now. Once upon a
time, a man, his horse and his dog were travelling along a road. As they
passed by a huge tree, it was struck by lightning, and they all died. But
the man failed to notice that he was no longer of this world and so he
continued walking along with his two animal companions. Sometimes the
dead take a while to register their new situation ...'
Berta thought of her husband, who kept insisting that she get rid of
Chantal because he had something important to say. Maybe it was time to
explain to him that he was dead, so that he would stop interrupting her
story.
'It was a long, uphill walk, the sun was beating down on them and they
were all sweating and thirsty. At a bend in the road they saw a
magnificent marble gateway that led into a gold-paved square, in the
centre of which was a fountain overflowing with crystal-clear water. The
man went over to the guard at the entrance.
'"Good morning."
'"Good morning," the guard replied. '"What is this lovely place?"
'"It's Heaven."
'"Well, I'm very glad to see it, because we're very thirsty."
'"You're welcome to come in and drink all the water you want." And the
guard indicated the fountain.
'"My horse and dog are also thirsty."
'"I'm terribly sorry," said the guard, "but animals are not allowed in here."
'The man was deeply disappointed for he really was very thirsty, but he
was not prepared to drink alone, so he thanked the guard and went on his
way. Exhausted after trudging uphill, they reached an old gateway that
led on to a dirt road flanked by trees. A man, his hat down over his face,
was stretched out in the shade of one of the trees, apparently asleep.
'"Good morning," said the traveller. 'The other man greeted him with a
nod.
"'We're very thirsty - me, my horse and my dog."
'"There's a spring over there amongst those rocks," said the man
indicating the spot. "You can drink all you want."
'The man, his horse and his dog went to the spring and quenched their
thirst. 'The traveller returned to thank the man.
'"Come back whenever you want," he was told. '"By the way, what's this
place called?" '"Heaven."
'"Heaven? But the guard at the marble gateway told me that was
Heaven!" '"That's not Heaven, that's Hell."
'The traveller was puzzled.
'"You shouldn't let others take your name in vain, you know! False
information can lead to all kinds of confusion!"
"On the contrary, they do us a great favour, because the Ones who stay
there are those who have proved themselves capable of abandoning their
dearest friends."'
Berta stroked the girl's head. She could feel that inside that head Good
and Evil were waging a pitiless battle, and she told her to go for a walk in
the forest and ask nature which village she should go to.
'Because I have the feeling that our little mountain paradise is about to
desert its friends.'
'You're wrong, Berta. You belong to a different generation; the blood of
the outlaws who once populated Viscos runs thicker in your veins than in
mine. The men and women here still have their dignity, or if they don't,
they at least have a healthy mistrust of one another. And if they don't
even have that, then at least they have fear.'
'OK, maybe I'm wrong. Even so, do as I tell you, and go and listen to
what nature has to say.'
Chantal left. And Berta turned towards the ghost of her husband, asking
him to keep quiet; after all, she was a grown woman, indeed, she was an
elderly woman, who shouldn't be interrupted when she was trying to give
advice to someone much younger. She had learned to look after herself,
and now she was looking after the village.
Her husband begged her to take care. She should be wary of offering
advice to the young woman because nobody knew where matters might
end.
Berta was taken aback because she thought the dead knew everything -
hadn't he been the one to warn her of the dangers to come? Perhaps he
was getting too old and was beginning to get obsessive about other things
besides always eating his soup with the same spoon.
Her husband retorted that she was the old one, for the dead never age,
and that, although the dead knew things of which the living had no
knowledge, it would take a long time before he gained admittance to the
realm of the archangels. He, being only recently dead (having left Earth a
mere fifteen years before), still had a lot to learn, even though he knew
he could offer substantial help.
Berta enquired whether the realm of the archangels was more attractive
and comfortable. Her husband told her not to be facetious and to
concentrate her energies on saving Viscos. Not that this was a source of
particular interest to him - he was, after all, dead, and no one had
touched on the subject of reincarnation (although he had heard a few
conversations concerning this eventuality), and if reincarnation did exist,
he was hoping to be reborn somewhere new. But he also wanted his wife
to enjoy some peace and comfort during the days still remaining to her in
this world.
'So, stop worrying,' thought Berta. Her husband wouldn't take her advice;
he wanted her to do something, anything. If Evil triumphed, even if it was
in some small, forgotten place with only three streets, a square and a
church, it could nevertheless go on to contaminate the valley, the region,
the country, the continent, the seas, the whole world.
Although Viscos had 281 inhabitants, Chantal being the youngest and Berta
the oldest, it was controlled by a mere half-dozen individuals: the hotel
landlady, responsible for the wellbeing of tourists; the priest, responsible
for the care of souls; the mayor, responsible for the hunting regulations;
the mayor's wife, responsible for the mayor and his decisions; the
blacksmith, who had survived being bitten by the rogue wolf; and the
owner of most of the lands around the village. It was he who had vetoed
the idea of building a children's playground in the vague belief that Viscos
would one day start growing again, and besides the site would be perfect
for a luxury home.
It mattered little to the rest of the villagers what did or didn't happen to
the place, for they had their sheep, their wheat and their families to take
care of. They visited the hotel bar, attended Mass, obeyed the laws, had
their tools repaired at the blacksmith's forge and, from time to time,
acquired some land. The landowner never went to the bar. He had learned
of the story through his maid, who had been there on the night in question
and had left in high excitement, telling her friends and him that the hotel
guest was a very rich man; who knows, perhaps she could have a child by
him and force him to give her part of his fortune. Concerned about the
future, or, rather, about the fact that Miss Prym's story might spread and
drive away hunters and tourists alike, he decided to call an emergency
meeting. The group were gathering in the sacristy of the small church, just
as Chantal was heading for the forest, the stranger was off on one of his
mysterious walks and Berta was chatting with her husband about whether
or not to try and save the village.
'The first thing we have to do is call the police,' said the landowner. 'It's
obvious the gold doesn't exist; and besides, I suspect the man of trying to
seduce my maid.'
'You don't know what you're talking about, because you weren't there,' the
mayor insisted. 'The gold does exist. Miss Prym wouldn't risk her
reputation without concrete proof. Not that that alters things, of course, we
should still call the police. The stranger must be a bandit, a fellow with a
price on his head, trying to conceal his ill-gotten gains here.'
'Don't be idiotic!' the mayor's wife said. 'If he was, surely he'd be more
discreet about it.'
'All this is completely relevant. We must call the police straightaway.'
Everyone agreed. The priest served a little wine to calm everyone's
nerves. They began to discuss what they would say to the police, given
that they had no actual proof that the
stranger had done anything; it might all end with Miss Prym being
arrested for inciting a murder.
'The only proof is the gold. Without the gold, we can't do anything.' But
where was the gold? Only one person had known of course.
The priest suggested they form search parties. The hotel landlady drew
back the curtain of the sacristy window that looked out over the cemetery;
she pointed to the mountains, to the valley below, and to the mountains
on the on other side.
'We would need a hundred men searching for a hundred years to do that.'
The landowner silently bemoaned the fact that the cemetery had been
constructed on that particular spot; it had a lovely view, and the dead had
no use for it.
'On another occasion, I'd like to talk to you about the cemetery,' he said
to the priest. 'I could offer you a far bigger plot for the dead, just near
here, in exchange for this piece of land next to the church.'
'Nobody would want to buy that and live on the same spot where the dead
used to lie.'
'Maybe no one from the village would, but there are tourists desperate to
buy a summer home; it would just be a matter of asking the villagers to
keep their mouths shut. It would mean more income for the village and
more taxes for the town hall.'
'You're right. We just have to ask the villagers to keep their mouths shut.
That wouldn't be so hard.'
A sudden silence fell. A long silence, which nobody dared break. The two
women admired the view; the priest polishing a small bronze statue; the
landowner took another sip of wine; the blacksmith tied and untied the
laces on both boots; and the mayor kept glancing at his watch as if to
suggest that he had other pressing engagements.
But nobody said a word; everyone knew that the people of Viscos would
never say a word if someone were to express an interest in purchasing
what had once been the cemetery. They would keep quiet purely for the
pleasure of seeing another person coming to live in that village on the
verge of disappearing. Even if they didn't earn a penny by their silence.
Imagine if they did though. Imagine if they earned enough money for the
rest of their lives. Imagine if they earned enough money for the rest of
their lives and their children's lives.
At that precise moment, a hot and wholly unexpected wind blew through
the sacristy.
'What exactly are you proposing?' asked the priest after a long five
minutes. Everyone turned to look at him.
'If the inhabitants really can be relied on to say nothing, I think we can
proceed with negotiations,' replied the landowner, choosing his words
carefully in case they were misinterpreted - or correctly interpreted,
depending on your point of view.
'They're good, hardworking, discreet people,' the hotel landlady said,
adopting the same strategy. 'Today, for example, when the driver of the
baker's van wanted to know what was going on. Nobody said a thing. I
think we can trust them.
There was silence. Only this time it was an unmistakably ccive silence.
Eventually, the game began again, and the oppressive blacksmith said: 'It
isn't just a question of the villagers' discretion, the fact that it's both
immoral and unacceptable.'
'What is?'
'Selling off hallowed ground.'
A sigh of relief ran round the room; now that they had dealt satisfactorily
with the practical aspects, they could proceed with the moral debate.
'What's immoral is sitting back and watching the demise of our beloved
Viscos,' said the mayor's wife. 'Knowing that we are the last people to live
here, and that the dream of our grandparents, our ancestors, Ahab and
the Celts, will be over in a few years' time. Soon, we'll all be leaving the
village, either for an old people's home or to beg our children to take in
their strange, ailing parents, who are unable to adapt to life in the big city
and spend all their time longing for what they've left behind, sad because
they could not pass on to the next generation the gift they received from
their parents.'
'You're right,' the blacksmith said. 'The life we lead is an unmoral one.
When Viscos does finally fall into ruin, these houses will be abandoned or
else bought up for next to nothing. Then machines will arrive and open up
bigger and better ads. The houses will be demolished, steel warehouses
will replace what was built with the sweat of our ancestors.
Agriculture will become entirely mechanised, and people will come in to
work during the day and return at night to the' homes, far from here. How
shaming for our generation; We let our children leave, we failed to keep
them here with us'.
'One way or another, we have to save this village,' said the landowner,
who was possibly the only one who stood to profit from Viscos' demise,
since he was in a position to buy up everything, then sell it on to a large
industrial company. But of course he certainly didn't want to hand over,
for a price below market value, lands that might contain buried treasure.
'What do you think, Father?' asked the hotel landlady.
'The only thing I know well is my religion, in which the sacrifice of one
individual saved all humanity.'
Silence descended for a third time, but only for a moment.
'I need to start preparing for Saturday Mass,' he went on. 'Why don't we
meet up later this evening?'
Everyone immediately agreed, setting a time late in the day, as if they
were all immensely busy people with important matters to deal with.
Only the mayor managed to remain calm.
'What you've just been saying is very interesting, an excellent subject for
a sermon. I think we should all attend Mass today.'
I hesitated no longer. She headed straight for the Y-shaped thinking of
what she would do with the gold as soon as she t Go home, get the money
she kept hidden there, put on some sensible clothes, go down the road to
the valley and hitch a lift Home more wagers: those people didn't deserve
the fortune within their grasp. No suitcase: she didn't want them to know
she was leaving Viscos for good - Viscos with its beautiful but pointless
stories, its kind but cowardly inhabitants, the bar always crammed with
people talking about the same things, the church she never attended.
Naturally there was always the chance that she would find the police
waiting for her at the bus station, the stranger accusing her of theft etc.,
etc. But now she was prepared to run any risk.
The hatred she had felt only half an hour before had been transformed
into a far more agreeable emotion: vengeance. She was glad to have
been the first to reveal to those people the evil hidden in the depths of
their false, ingenuous souls. They were all dreaming of the chance to
commit a murder - only dreaming, mind you, because they would never
actually do anything. They would spend the rest of their lives asleep,
endlessly telling themselves how noble they are, how incapable of
committing an injustice, ready to defend the village's dignity at whatever
cost, yet aware that terror alone had prevented them from killing an
innocent They would congratulate themselves every morning on keening
their integrity, and blame themselves each night for that missed
opportunity.
For the next three months, the only topic of conversation in the bar would
be the honesty of the generous men and women of the village. Then the
hunting season would arrive and the subject wouldn't be touched upon -
there was no need for visitors to know anything about it, they liked to
think they were in a remote spot, where everyone was friends, where
good always prevailed, where nature was bountiful, and that the local
products lined up for sale on a single shelf in the hotel reception - which
the hotel landlady called her 'little shop' - were steeped in this
disinterested love.
But the hunting season would come to an end, and then the villagers
would be free to return to the topic. This time around, after many
evenings spent dreaming about the riches they had let slip through their
fingers, they would start inventing hypotheses to fit the situation: why did
nobody have the courage, at dead of night, to kill useless old Berta in
return for ten gold bars? Why did no hunting accident befall the shepherd
Santiago, who drove his flock up the mountainside each morning? All
kinds of hypotheses would be weighed up, first timidly and then angrily.
One year on and they would be consumed with mutual hatred - the village
had been given its opportunity and had let it slip. They would ask after
Miss Prym, who had left without trace, perhaps taking with her the gold
she vanishes which the wretched stranger had hidden. They would say
terrible things about her, the ungrateful orphan, the poor girl whom had
all struggled to help after her grandmother's death, had got a job in the
bar when she had proved incapable of getting herself a husband and
leaving, who used to sleep with hotel guests, usually men much older than
herself,and who made eyes at all the tourists just to get a bigger tip.
They would spend the rest of their lives caught between self-pity and
loathing; Chantal would be happy, that was her revenge. She would never
forget the looks those people around the van gave her, imploring her
silence regarding a murder they would never dare to commit, then
rounding on her as if she was to blame for all the cowardice that was
finally rising to the surface.
'A jacket. My leather trousers. I can wear two tee shirts and strap the gold
bar around my waist. A jacket. My leather trousers. A jacket.'
There she was, in front of the Y-shaped rock. Beside her lay the stick she
had used two days before to dig up the gold, For a moment she savoured
the gesture that would transform her from an honest woman into a thief.
That wasn't right. The stranger had provoked her, and he also stood to
gain from the deal. She wasn't so much stealing as claiming her wages for
her role as narrator in this tasteless comedy. She deserved not only the
gold but much, much more for having endured the stares of the victimless
murderers standing round the baker's van, for having spent her entire life
there, for those three sleepless nights, for the soul she had now lost -
assuming she had ever had a soul to lose.
She dug down into the soft earth and saw the gold bar When she saw it,
she heard a noise. Someone had followed her. Automatically, she began
pushing the earth back into the hole, realising as she did so the futility of
the gesture. Then she turned, ready to explain that she was looking for
the treasure, that she knew the stranger walked regularly along this path,
and that she had happened to notice that the soil had been recently
disturbed.
What she saw, however, robbed her of her voice - for it had no interest in
treasure, in village crises, justice or injustice, only in blood.
The white mark on its left ear. The rogue wolf.
It was standing between her and the nearest tree; it would be impossible
to get past the animal. Chantal stood rooted to the spot, hypnotised by
the animal's blue eyes. Her mind was working frantically, wondering what
would be her next step the branch would be far too flimsy to counter the
beast's attack. She could climb onto the Y-shaped rock, but that still
wasn't high enough. She could choose not to believe the legend and scare
off the wolf as she would any other lone wolf, but that was too risky, it
would be wisest to recognise that all legends contain a hidden truth.
'Punishment.'
Unfair punishment, just like everything else that had happened in her life;
God seemed to have singled her out and happened to demonstrate his
hatred of the world.
Instinctively she let the branch fall to the ground and, in a moment that
seemed to her interminably slow, brought her hand to her throat: she
couldn't let him sink his teeth in. She regretted not wearing her leather
trousers; the next best vulnerable part were her legs and the vein there,
which, pierced would see you bleed to death in ten minutes once pierced.
At least, that was what the hunters always said, to explain why they wore
those high boots.
The wolf opened its mouth and snarled. The dangerous, pent-up growl of
an animal who gives no warning, but attacks on the instant. She kept her
eyes glued to his, even though her heart was pounding, for now his fangs
were bared.
It was all a question of time; he would either attack or run off, but
Chantal knew he was going to attack. She glanced down at the ground,
looking for any loose stones she might slip on, but found none. She
decided to launch herself at the animal; she would be bitten and would
have to run towards the tree with the wolf's teeth sunk into her. She
would have to ignore the pain.
She thought about the gold. She would soon be back to look for it. She
clung to every shred of hope, anything that might give her the strength to
confront the prospect of her flesh being ripped by those sharp teeth, of
one of her bones poking through, of possibly stumbling and falling and
having her throat torn out.
She prepared to run.
Just then, as if in a movie, she saw a figure appear behind the wolf,
although still a fair distance away.
The beast sensed another presence too, but did not look away, and she
continued to fix him with her stare. It seemed to be only the force of that
stare that was averting the attack and she didn't want to run any further
risks; if someone else was there, her chances of survival were increased -
even if, in the end, it cost her the gold bar.
The presence behind the wolf silently crouched down and moved to the
left. Chantal knew there was another tree on that side, easy to climb. At
that moment, a stone arched across the sky and landed near the wolf,
which turned with phenomenal speed and hurtled off in the direction of
this new threat.
'Run!' yelled the stranger.
She ran in the direction of her only refuge, while the man likewise
clambered lithely up the other tree. By the time the rogue wolf reached
him, he was safe.
The wolf began snarling and leaping, occasionally managing to get
partway up the trunk, only to slip back down again.
'Tear off some branches!' shouted Chantal.
But the stranger seemed to be in a kind of trance. She repeated her
instruction twice, then three times, until he registered what she was
saying. He began tearing off branches and throwing them down at the
wolf.
'No, don't do that! Pull off the branches, bundle them up, and set fire to
them! I don't have a lighter, so do as I say!'
Her voice had the desperate edge of someone in real peril. The stranger
grabbed some branches and took an eternity to light it and, a part of the
previous day's storm had soaked everything in them; like this time of the
year, the sun didn't penetrate into that part of the forest.
Chantal waited until the flames of the improvised torch begun to burn
fiercely. She would have been quite happy have him spend the rest of the
day in the tree, confronting his fear he wanted to inflict on the rest of the
world, but she had to get away and so was obliged to help him.
'Now show me you're a man!' she yelled. 'Get down from the tree, keep a
firm hold on the torch and walk towards the wolf!'
The stranger could not move.
'Do it!' she yelled again and, when he heard her voice, the man
understood the force of authority behind her words - an authority derived
from terror, from the ability to react quickly, leaving fear and suffering
for later.
He climbed down with the burning torch in his hands, ignoring the sparks
that occasionally singed his cheeks. When he saw the animal's
foam-flecked teeth close, his fear increased, but he had to do something -
something he should have done when his wife was abducted, his daughters
murdered.
'Remember, keep looking him in the eye!' he heard the girl say.
He did as she said. Things were becoming easier with each passing
moment; he was no longer looking at the enemy's weapons but at the
enemy himself. They were equals, both Capable of provoking fear in each
other. Then his enemy walked away.
'Don't talk to me.'
'I didn't say a word.'
Chantal considered crying, but didn't want to do so in front of him. She bit
back her tears. 'I saved your life. I deserve the gold.'
'I saved your life. The wolf was about to attack you.' It was true.
'On the other hand, I believe you saved something else deep inside me,'
the stranger went on.
A trick. She would pretend she hadn't understood; that was like giving her
permission to take his fortune, to get out of there for good, end of story.
'About last night's wager. I was in so much pain myself that I needed to
make everyone suffer as much as I was suffering; that was my one source
of consolation. You were right.'
The stranger's devil didn't like what he was hearing at all. He asked
Chantal's devil to help him out, but her devil was new and hadn't yet
asserted total control.
'Does that change anything?'
'Nothing. The bet's still on, and I know I'll win. But I also know how
wretched I am and how I became that way: because I feel I didn't
deserve what happened to me.'
Chantal asked herself how they were going to get out or there; even
though it was still only morning, they couldn't stay in the forest forever.
I think I deserve my gold, and I'm going to take it, don't stop me,' she
said. 'I'd advise you to do something.
Neither of us needs to go back to Viscos; we can walk to the valley, hitch
a ride, and then each of us head straight on.
Each can follow our own destiny, if you like. But at this very moment the
villagers are deciding who should die.'
'That's as maybe. They'll devote a couple of days to it, till the deadline is
up; then they'll devote a couple of years arguing about who should have
been the victim. They are hopelessly indecisive when it comes to doing
anything, and implacable when it comes to apportioning blame - I know
my village. If you don't go back, they won't even trouble themselves to
discuss it. They'll dismiss it as something I made up.'
'Viscos is just like any other village in the world, and whatever happens
there happens in every continent, city, camp, convent, wherever. That's
something you don't understand, just as you don't understand that this
time fate has worked in my favour: I chose exactly the right person to
help me. Someone who, behind the mask of a hardworking, honest young
woman, also wants revenge. Since We Can never see the enemy -
because if we take this tale to logical conclusion, our real enemy is God
for putting us rough everything we've suffered - we vent our frustrations
on everything around us. It's a desire for vengeance can never be
satisfied, because it's directed against life itself.'
'What are we doing sitting around here talking?' asked Chantal, irritated
because this man, whom she hated more than anyone else in the world,
could see so clearly into her soul. 'Why don't we just take the money and
leave?'
'Because yesterday I realised that by proposing the very thing that most
revolts me - a senseless murder, just like that inflicted on my wife and
daughters - the truth is I was trying to save myself. Do you remember the
philosopher I mentioned in our second conversation? The one who said
that God's hell is His love for humanity, because human behaviour makes
every second of His eternal life a torment?
'Well, that same philosopher said something else too, he said: Man needs
what's worst in him in order to achieve what's best in him.'
'I don't understand.'
'Until now, I used to think solely in terms of revenge. Like the inhabitants
of your village, I used to dream and plan day and night, but never do
anything. For a while, I used to scour the newspapers for articles about
other people who had lost their loved ones in similar situations, but who
had ended up behaving in exactly the opposite way to myself: they
formed victim support groups, organisations to denounce injustice,
campaigns to demonstrate how the pain of loss can never be replaced by
the burden of vengeance.
'I too tried to look at matters from a more generous perspective: I didn't
succeed. But now I've gained courage; I've reached the depths and
discovered that there is light at the bottom.'
'Go on,' said Chantal, for she too was beginning to see a kind of light.
I was trying to prove that humanity is perverse. What I was to do is to
prove that I unconsciously asked for what I'm trying that happened to me.
Because I'm evil, a total erate and I deserved the punishment that life
gave me.'
'You're trying to prove that God is just.'
The stranger thought for a moment. 'Maybe.'
'I don't know if God is just. He hasn't treated me particularly fairly, and it's
that sense of powerlessness that has destroyed my soul. I cannot be as
good as I would like to be, nor as bad as I think I need to be. A few
minutes ago, I thought He had chosen me to avenge Himself for all the
sadness men cause Him. I think you have the same doubts, albeit on a
much larger scale, because your goodness was not rewarded.'
Chantal was surprised at her own words. The man's devil noticed that her
angel was beginning to shine with greater intensity, and everything was
beginning to be turned inside out.
'Resist!' he said to the other demon.
'I am resisting,' he replied. 'But it's an uphill struggle.'
Your problem isn't to do with God's justice exactly,' the stranger said. 'It's
more the fact that you always chose to be a victim circumstance. I know a
lot of people in your situation.'
'Like you, for example, I rebelled against something that happened to me
and don't care whether others like my attitude or not. You, on the other
hand, believed in your role as helpless orphan, someone who wants to be
accepted at all costs. Since that doesn't always happen, your need to be
loved was transformed into stubborn desire for revenge. At heart, you
wish you were like the rest of Viscos' inhabitants - in other words, deep
down we'd all like to be the same as everyone else. But destiny accorded
you a different fate.'
Chantal shook her head.
'Do something,' said Chantal's devil to his colleague. 'Even though she's
saying no, her soul understands and is saying yes.'
The stranger's devil was feeling humiliated because the new arrival had
noticed that he wasn't strong enough to get the man to shut up.
'Words don't matter in the end,' the devil said. 'Let them talk, and life will
see to it that they act differently.'
'I didn't mean to interrupt you,' the stranger said. 'Please, go on with what
you were saying about God's justice.'
Chantal was pleased not to have to listen any more to things she didn't
want to hear.
'I don't know if it makes sense. But you must have noticed that Viscos isn't
a particularly religious place, even though it has a church, like all the
villages in this region. That's because Ahab, even though he was
converted to Christianity by St Savin, had serious reservations about the
influence of priests. Since the majority of the early were bandits, he
thought that all the priests cabitallts with their threats of eternal
damnation, would be wooed back to their criminal ways. Men who have to
show nothing to lose never give a thought for eternal life.
'Naturally, the first priest duly appeared, and Ahab knew what the real
threat was. To compensate for it, he instituted something he had learned
from the Jews Day of Atonement - except that he determined to establish
a ritual of his own making.
'Once a year, the inhabitants shut themselves up in their houses, made
two lists, turned to face the highest mountain and then raised their first
list to the heavens.
'"Here, Lord, are all the sins I have committed against you," they said,
reading the account of all the sins they had committed. Business swindles,
adulteries, injustices, things of that sort. "I have sinned and beg
forgiveness for having offended You so greatly."
'Then - and here lay Ahab's originality - the residents immediately pulled
the second list out of their pocket and, still facing the same mountain,
they held that one up to the skies too. And they said something like: "And
here, Lord, is a list of all Your sins against me: You made me work harder
than necessary, my daughter fell ill despite all my prayers, I was robbed
when I was trying to be honest, I suffered more than was fair."
After reading out the second list, they ended the ritual I have been unjust
towards You and You have been towards me. However, since today is the
Day of Atonement, You will forget my faults and I will forget Yours and we
can carry on together for another year."'
'Forgive God!' said the stranger. 'Forgive an implacable God who is
constantly creating and destroying!'
'This conversation is getting too personal for my taste' said Chantal,
looking away. 'I haven't learned enough from life to be able to teach you
anything.'
The stranger said nothing.
'I don't like this at all,' thought the stranger's devil, beginning to see a
bright light shining beside him, a presence he was certainly not going to
allow. He had banished that light two years ago, on one of the world's
many beaches.
In any number of legends, of Celtic and Protestant influence, given by
certain unfortunate examples set by the Arab who had brought peace to
the village, and given the constant of saints and bandits in the surrounding
area, the priest knew that Viscos was not exactly a religious place, even
though its residents still attended baptisms and weddings (although
nowadays these were merely a distant memory), funerals (which, on the
contrary, occurred with ever increasing frequency) and Christmas Mass.
For the most part, few troubled to make the effort to attend the two
weekly Masses - one on Saturday and one on Sunday, both at eleven
o'clock in the morning; even so, he made sure to celebrate them, if only
to justify his presence there. He wished to give the impression of being a
busy, saintly man.
To his surprise, that day the church was so crowded that he had to allow
some of the congregation up on to the altar steps, otherwise they could
not have fitted everyone in. Instead of turning on the electric heaters
suspended from the ceiling he had to ask members of the congregation to
open the small side windows, as everyone was sweating; the wondered to
himself whether the sweat was due to the heat or to the general tension.
The entire village was there, apart from Miss Prym, possibly ashamed of
what she had said the previous day and old Berta, whom everyone
suspected of being a wand therefore allergic to religion.
'In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost.'
A loud 'Amen' rang out. The priest began the liturgy of the introit, had the
usual faithful church member read the lesson, solemnly intoned the
responsory, and recited the Gospel in slow, grave tones. After which, he
asked all those in the pews to be seated, whilst the rest remained
standing.
It was time for the sermon.
'In the Gospel according to Luke, there is a moment when an important
man approaches Jesus and asks: 'Good Master, what shall I do to inherit
eternal life?' And, to our surprise, Jesus responds: 'Why callest thou me
good? None is good, save one, that is, God.'
'For many years, I pondered over this little fragment of text, trying to
understand what Our Lord was saying: That He was not good? That the
whole of Christianity, with its concept of charity, is based on the teachings
of someone who considered Himself to be bad? Finally, I saw what he
meant: Christ, at that moment, is referring to His human nature. As man,
He is bad, as God, He is good.'
The priest paused, hoping that the congregation understood his message.
He was lying to himself: he still couldn't grasp what Christ was saying,
since if his human nature was bad, then his words and actions would also
be bad. But the in a discussion of no relevance just then; what was an
explanation should be convincing, and that part of being human is to
accept our baser, nature and know that the only reason that we were ,
damned to eternal damnation because of this base that Jesus sacrificed
himself to save humanity.
The sacrifice of the son saved us all.
'I wish to close this sermon by mentioning the beginning of one of the
sacred books that together comprise the Bible, the Book of Job. God is
sitting upon His celestial throne, when the Devil comes to speak to Him.
God asks where he has been and the Devil replies that he has been "going
to and fro in Earth".
'"Did you see my servant Job? Did you see how he worships me, and
performs all his sacrifices?"
'The Devil laughs and replies: "Well, Job does, after all, have everything,
so why wouldn't he worship God and make sacrifices? Take away the good
You gave him, and see if he worships You then."
God accepts the challenge. Year after year he punishes the man who most
loved Him. Job is in the presence of a war he cannot comprehend, whom
he believed to be the
supreme Judge, but who is destroying his animals, killing his children and
afflicting his body with boils. Then, after great Job rebels and blasphemes
against the Lord. Only then God restored to him that which He had taken
away.
'For years now we have witnessed the decay of our village I wonder now
whether this might not be a divine punishment for our uncomplaining
acceptance of whatever was dealt out to us, as if we deserved to lose the
place we live in, the fields where we cultivate our crops and graze our
sheep, the houses built by the dreams of our ancestors. Has not the
moment come for us to rebel? If God forced Job to do as much, might He
not be requiring us to do likewise?
'Why did God force Job to behave in that way? To show that he was by
nature bad, and that everything that came to him was by grace and grace
alone, and not as a reward for good behaviour. We have committed the
sin of pride in believing ourselves to be better than we are - and that is
why we are suffering.
'God accepted the Devil's wager and - so it seems - committed an
injustice. Remember that: God accepted the Devil's wager. And Job
learned his lesson for, like us, he too was cornmitting the sin of pride in
believing that he was a good man.
'None is good, says the Lord. No one. We should stop pretending to a
goodness that offends God and accept our faults: if one day we have to
accept a wager with the Devil, let us remember that our Father who is in
heaven did exactly the same in order to save the soul of His servant Job.'
The sermon was at an end. The priest asked everyone to stand up, and
continued the Mass. He was sure that the message had been fully
understood.
'Let each of us just go our own way, me with my gold bar and you ...' 'You
mean my gold bar,' the stranger broke in.
'All you have to do is pack up your things and disappear. If I don't take
the gold, I'll have to go back to Viscos. I'll be sacked from my job or
stigmatised by the whole population. They'll think I lied to them. You
can't, you simply can't do that to me. Let's say I deserve it as payment for
all my work.'
The stranger rose to his feet and picked up some of the branches from the
fire.
'The wolf will run away from the flames, won't it? Well, then, I'm off to
Viscos. You do what you think best, steal the gold and run away if you
want, I really don't care any more. I've got something more important to
do.'
'Just a minute! Don't leave me here alone!' 'Come with me, then.'
Chantal looked at the fire before her, at the Y-shaped rock, at the
stranger who was already moving off, taking some of the fire with him.
She could do likewise: take some wood from the fire, dig up the gold and
head straight down to the valley; there wasn't any need for her to go
home and fetch the little money she had so carefully scraped together.
When she reached the town in the valley, she would ask the bank to value
the gold, she would then sell it, buy clothes and suitcases, and she would
be free.
'Wait!' she called after the stranger, but he was still walking towards
Viscos and would soon be lost to view.
'Think fast,' she told herself.
She didn't have much time. She too took some burning twigs from the
fire, went over to the rock and once again duly picked up the gold. She
picked it up, cleaned it off on her dress and studied it for the third time.
Then she was seized with panic. She took her handful of burning wood
and, hatred oozing from her every pore, ran after the stranger, down the
path he must have taken. She had met two wolves that day, one who
could be scared off with fire, and another who wasn't scared of anything
any more because he had already lost everything he valued and was now
moving blindly forward, intent on destroying everything in his path.
She ran as fast as she could, but she didn't find him. His torch would have
burned out by now, but he must still be in the forest, defying the rogue
wolf, wanting to die as fiercely as he wanted to kill.
She reached the village, pretended not to hear Berta calling to her and
met up with the congregation leaving Mass, amazed that virtually the
entire population had gone to church. The stranger had wanted to provoke
a murder and had ended up filling the priest's diary; it would be a week of
confessions and penances - as if God could be hoodwinked.
They stared at her, but no one spoke to her. She met their stares because
she knew that she was not to go their way. She had no need of
confession, she was blameless, anyone in an evil game, one that she was
slowly beginning gingerly to understand - and she didn't at all like what
she saw.
She locked herself in her room and peeped through the window. The
crowd had now dispersed, and again something strange was going on; the
village was unusually empty for a Saturday. As a rule, people stood about
chatting in small groups in the square where once there had been a
gallows and where now there was a cross.
She stood for a while gazing at the empty street, feeling the sun on her
face, though it no longer warmed her, for winter was beginning. If people
had been out in the square, that would have been their topic of
conversation - the weather. The temperature. The threat of rain or
drought. But today they were all in their houses, and Chantal did not know
why.
The longer she gazed at the street, the more she felt she was the same as
all those other people - she, who had always believed herself to be
different, daring, full of plans that would never even occur to those
peasant brains.
How embarrassing. And yet, what a relief too; she was no longer in Viscos
by some cruel whim of destiny, but because she deserved to be there.
She had always considered that she was herself to be different, and now
she saw that she was the same as them. She had dug up the gold bar but
had been incapable of actually running off with it. She had committed the
crime in her soul, but had been unable to carry it out in the real world.
Now she knew that there was no way she could commit the crime, for it
wasn't a temptation, it was a trap.
'Why a trap?' she wondered. Something told her that the gold bar she had
seen was the solution to the problem the stranger had created. But,
however hard she tried, she could not work out what that solution might
be.
Her newly arrived devil glanced to one side and saw that Miss Prym's
light, which before had seemed to be growing, was now almost
disappearing again; what a shame his colleague wasn't there with him to
celebrate the victory.
What he didn't know was that angels also have their strategies: at that
moment, Miss Prym's light was hiding so as not to awaken a response in
its enemy. All that the angel required was for Chantal to rest a little so
that he could converse with her soul without interference from the fear
and guilt that human beings love to load themselves down with every day
of their lives.
Chantal slept. And she heard what she needed to hear and understood
what she needed to understand.
'Let's drop all this talk of land and cemeteries,' the mayor's wife said, as
soon as they were all gathered again in the sacristy, let's talk plainly.'
The other five agreed.
'Father, you convinced me,' said the landowner. 'God justifies certain acts.'
'Don't be cynical,' replied the priest. 'When we looked through that
window, we all knew what we meant. That's why that hot wind blew
through here; it was the Devil come to keep us company.'
'Of course,' agreed the mayor, who did not believe in devils. 'We're all
convinced. We'd better talk plainly, or we'll lose precious time.'
'I'll speak for all of us,' said the hotel landlady. 'We are thinking of
accepting the stranger's proposal. To commit a murder.'
'To offer up a sacrifice,' said the priest, more accustomed to the rites of
religion. The silence that followed showed that everyone was in
agreement.
'Only cowards hide behind silence. Let us pray in a loud voice so that God
may hear us and know that we are doing this for the good of Viscos. Let
us kneel.'
They all reluctantly kneeled down, knowing that it was useless begging
forgiveness from God for a sin committed in full consciousness of the evil
they were doing. Then they remembered Ahab's Day of Atonement; soon,
when that day came around again, they would accuse God of having
placed them in terrible temptation.
The priest suggested that they pray together.
'Lord, You once said that no one is good; accept us then with all our
imperfections and forgive us in Your infinite generosity and Your infinite
love. For as You pardoned the Crusaders who killed the Muslims in order
to re-conquer the holy land of Jerusalem, as You pardoned the Inquisitors
who sought to preserve the purity of Your Church, as You pardoned those
who insulted You and nailed You to the cross, so pardon us who must offer
up a sacrifice in order to save our village.'
'Let's get down to practicalities,' said the mayor's wife, rising to her feet.
'Who should be sacrificed? And who should carry it out?'
'The person who brought the Devil here was a young woman whom we
have all always helped and supported,' commented the landowner, who in
the not-too-distant past had himself slept with the girl he was referring to
and had ever since been tormented by the idea that she might tell his
wife about it. 'Evil must fight Evil, and she deserves to be punished.'
Two of the others agreed, arguing that, in addition, Miss Prym was the
one person in the village who could not be rated because she thought she
was different from everyone and was always saying that one day she
would leave.
'Her mother's dead. Her grandmother's dead. Nobody would miss her,' the
mayor agreed, thus becoming the third to approve the suggestion.
His wife, however, opposed it.
'What if she knows where the treasure is hidden? After all she was the
only one who saw it. Moreover, we can trust her precisely because of what
has just been said - she was the one who brought Evil here and led a
whole community into considering committing a murder. She can say what
she likes, but if the rest of the village says nothing, it will be the word of
one neurotic young woman against us, people who have all achieved
something in life.'
The mayor was undecided, as always when his wife had expressed her
opinion: 'Why do you want to save her, if you don't even like her?'
'I understand,' the priest responded. 'That way the guilt falls on the head
of the one who precipitated the tragedy. She will bear that burden for the
rest of her days and nights. She might even end up like Judas, who
betrayed Jesus and then committed suicide, in a gesture of despair and
futility, because she created all the necessary preconditions for the crime.'
The mayor's wife was surprised by the priest's reasoning; it was exactly
what she had been thinking. The young woman was beautiful, she led
men into temptation, and she refused to be contented with the typical life
of an inhabitant of Viscos. She was forever bemoaning the fact that she
had to stay in the village, which, for all its faults, was nevertheless made
up of honest, hardworking people, a place where many people would love
to spend their days (strangers, naturally, who would leave after
discovering how boring it is to live constantly at peace).
'I can't think of anyone else,' the hotel landlady said, aware of how
difficult it would be to find someone else to work in the bar, but realising
that, with the gold she would receive, she could close the hotel and move
far away. 'The peasants and shepherds form a closed group, some are
married, many have children a long way from here, who might become
suspicious should anything happen to their parents. Miss Prym is the only
one who could disappear without trace.'
For religious reasons - after all, Jesus cursed those who condemned an
innocent person the priest had no wish to nominate anyone. But he knew
who the victim should be; he just had to ensure that the others came to
the same conclusion.
'The people of Viscos work from dawn to dusk, come rain or shine. Each
one has a task to fulfill, even that poor wretch of a girl whom the Devil
decided to use for his own evil ends. There are only a few of us left, and
we can't afford the luxury of losing another pair of hands.'
'So, Father, we have no victim. All we can hope is that another stranger
turns up tonight, yet even that would prove risky, because he would
inevitably have a family who would miss him to the ends of the earth. In
Viscos everyone works hard to earn the bread brought to us by the baker's
van.'
'You're right,' said the priest. 'Perhaps everything we have been through
since last night has been mere illusion. Everyone in this village has
someone who would miss them, and none of us would want anything to
happen to one of our own loved ones. Only three people in this village
sleep alone: myself, Berta and Miss Prym.'
'Are you offering yourself up for sacrifice, Father?' 'If it's for the good of
the community.'
The other five felt greatly relieved, suddenly aware that it was a sunny
Saturday, that there would be no murder, only a martyrdom. The tension
in the sacristy evaporated as if by magic, and the hotel landlady felt so
moved she could have kissed the feet of that saintly man.
There's only one thing,' the priest went on. 'You would need to convince
everyone that it is not a mortal sin to kill a minister of God.'
'You can explain it to Viscos yourself!' exclaimed the mayor
enthusiastically, already planning the various reforms he could put in
place once he had the money, the advertisements he could take out in the
regional newspapers, attracting fresh investment because of the tax cuts
he could make, drawlng in tourists with the changes to the hotel he
intended to 'und, and having a new telephone line installed that would
prove less problematic than the current one.
I can't do that,' said the priest. 'Martyrs offer themselves up when the
people want to kill them. They never incite their own death, for the
Church has always said that life is a gift from God. You'll have to do the
explaining.'
'Nobody will believe us. They'll consider us to be the very worst kind of
murderer if we kill a holy man for money, just as Judas did to Christ.'
The priest shrugged. It felt as if the sun had once again gone in, and
tension returned to the sacristy.
'Well, that only leaves Berta,' the landowner concluded.
After a lengthy pause, it was the priest's turn to speak.
'That woman must suffer greatly with her husband gone. She's done
nothing but sit outside her house all these years, alone with the elements
and her own boredom. All she does is long for the past. And I'm afraid the
poor woman may slowly be going mad: I've often passed by that way and
seen her talking to herself.'
Again a gust of wind blew through the sacristy, startling the people inside
because all the windows were closed.
'She's certainly had a very sad life,' the hotel landlady went on. 'I think
she would give anything to join her beloved. They were married for forty
years, you know.'
They all knew that, but it was hardly relevant now.
'She's an old woman, near the end of her life,' added the landowner.
'She's the only person in the village who does nothing of note. I once
asked her why she always sat outside her house, even in winter, and do
you know what she told me? She said she was watching over our village,
so that she could see when Evil arrived.'
'Well, she hasn't done very well on that score.'
'On the contrary,' said the priest, 'from what I understand of your
conversation, the person who let Evil enter in would also be the one who
should drive it out.'
Another silence, and everyone knew that a victim had been chosen.
'There's just one thing,' the mayor's wife commented. 'We know when the
sacrifice will be offered up in the interests of the well being of the village.
We know who it will be. Thanks to this sacrifice, a good soul will go to
heaven and find eternal joy, rather than remain suffering here on earth.
All we need to know now is how.'
'Try to speak to all the men in the village,' the priest said to the mayor,
'and call a meeting in the square for nine o'clock tonight. I think I know
how. Drop by here shortly before nine, and the two of us can talk it over.'
Before they left, he asked that, while the meeting that night was in
progress, the two women should go to Berta's house and keep her talking.
Although she never went out at night, it would be best not to take any
risks.
Chantal arrived at the bar in time for work. No one was there.
'There's a meeting in the square tonight at nine,' the hotel landlady said.
'Just for the men.' She didn't need to say anything more. Chantal knew
what was going on.
'Did you actually see the gold?'
'Yes, I did, but you should ask the stranger to bring it here. You never
know, once he's got what he wants, he might simply decide to disappear.'
'He's not mad.' 'He is.'
The hotel landlady thought that this might indeed be a good idea. She
went up to the stranger's room and came down a few minutes later.
'He's agreed. He says it's hidden in the forest and that he'll bring it here
tomorrow.' 'I guess I don't need to work today, then.'
'You certainly do. It's in your contract.'
She didn't know how to broach the subject she and the others had spent
the afternoon discussing, but it was important to gauge the girl's reaction.
'I'm really shocked by all this,' she said. 'At the same time, I realise that
people need to think twice or even ten times before they decide what they
should do.'
'They could think it over twenty or two hundred times and they still
wouldn't have the courage to do anything.'
'You may be right,' the hotel landlady agreed, 'but if they do decide to
make a move, what would you do?'
The woman needed to know what Chantal's reaction would be, and Chantal
realised that the stranger was far closer to the truth than she was, despite
her having lived in Viscos all those years. A meeting in the square! What a
pity the gallows had been dismantled.
'So what would you do?' the landlady insisted.
'I won't answer that question,' she said, even though she knew exactly
what she would do. 'I'll only say that Evil never brings Good. I discovered
that for myself this afternoon.'
The hotel landlady didn't like having her authority flouted, but thought it
prudent not to argue with the young woman and risk an enmity that could
bring problems in the future. On the pretext that she needed to bring the
accounts up to date (an absurd excuse, she thought later, since there was
only one guest in the hotel), she left Miss Prym alone in the bar. She felt
reassured; Miss Prym showed no signs of rebellion, even after she had
mentioned the meeting in the square, which showed that something
unusual was happening in Viscos. Besides, Miss Prym also had a great
need for money, she had her whole life ahead of her, and would almost
certainly like to follow in the footsteps of her childhood friends who had
already exited the village. And, even if she wasn't willing to cooperate,
least she didn't seem to want to interfere.
She dined frugally then sat down alone on one of the church steps. The
priest and other would be there in a few minutes.
She contemplated the whitewashed walls, the altar unadorned bv any
important work of art, decorated instead with cheap reproductions of
paintings of the saints who - in the dim and distant past - had lived in the
region. The people of Viscos had never been very religious, despite the
important role St Savin had played in resurrecting the fortunes of the
place. But the people forgot this and preferred to concentrate on Ahab, on
the Celts, on the peasants' centuries-old superstitions, failing to
understand that it took only a gesture, a simple gesture, to achieve
redemption: that of accepting Jesus as the sole Saviour of humanity.
Only hours earlier, the priest had offered himself up for martyrdom It had
been a risky move, but he had been prepared to see it through and
deliver himself over for sacrifice, had the others not been so frivolous and
so easily manipulated.
'That's not true. They may be frivolous, but they're not easily
manipulated.' Indeed, through silence or words, they had made him say
what they wanted to sacrifice that redeems, the victim who saves, decay
transformed anew into glory. He had pretended to let himself be used by
the others, but had only said what he himself believed.
He had been prepared for the priesthood from an early age, and that was
his true vocation. By the time he was twenty-one, he had already been
ordained a priest, and had impressed everyone with his gifts as a
preacher and his skill as a parish administrator. He said prayers every
evening, visited the sick and those in prison, gave food to the hungry just
as the holy scriptures commanded. His fame soon spread throughout the
region and reached the ears of the bishop, a man known for his wisdom
and fairness.
The bishop invited him, together with other young priests, for an evening
meal. They ate and talked about various matters until, at the end, the
bishop, who was getting old and had difficulties walking, got up and
offered each of them some water. The priest had been the only one not to
refuse, asking for his glass to be filled to the brim.
One of the other priests whispered, loud enough for the bishop to hear:
'We all refused the water because we know we are not worthy to drink
from the hands of this saintly man. Only one among us cannot see the
sacrifice our superior is making in carrying that heavy bottle.'
When the bishop returned to his seat, he said: 'You, who think you are
holy men, were not humble enough to receive and so denied me the
pleasure of giving. Only this man allowed God to be made manifest.'
He immediately appointed him to a more important parish.
The two men became friends and continued to see each other often.
Whenever he had any doubts, the priest would go to the person he called
'my spiritual father', and he was very satisfied with the answers he got.
One evening, for example, he was troubled because he could no longer
tell whether or not his actions were pleasing to God. He went to see the
bishop and asked what he should do.
'Abraham took in strangers, and God was happy,' came the reply. 'Elijah
disliked strangers, and God was happy. David was proud of what he was
doing, and God was happy. The publican before the altar was ashamed of
what he did, and God was happy. John the Baptist went out into the
desert, and God was happy. Paul went to the great cities of the Roman
Empire, and God was happy. How can one know what will please the
Almighty? Do what your heart commands, and God will be happy.'
The day after this conversation, the bishop, his great spiritual mentor,
died from a massive heart attack. The priest saw the bishop's death as a
sign, and began to do exactly what he had recommended; he followed the
commands of his heart. Sometimes he gave alms, sometimes he told the
person to go and find work. Sometimes he gave a very serious sermon, at
others he sang along with his congregation, "is behaviour reached the ears
of the new bishop, and he was summoned to see him.
He was astonished to find that the new bishop was the same person who,
a few years earlier, had made the comment about the water served by his
predecessor.
'I know that today you're in charge of an important parish,' the new bishop
said, an ironic look in his eye, 'and that over the years you became a
great friend of my predecessor, perhaps even aspiring to this position
yourself.'
'No,' the priest replied, 'aspiring only to wisdom.'
'Well, you must be a very wise man by now, but we heard strange stories
about you, that sometimes you give alms and that sometimes you refuse
the aid that our Church says we should offer.'
'I have two pockets, each contains a piece of paper with writing on it, but
I only put money in my left pocket,' he said in reply.
The new bishop was intrigued by the story: what did the two pieces of
paper say?
'On the piece of paper in my right pocket, I wrote: I am nothing but dust
and ashes. The piece of paper in my left pocket, where I keep my money,
says: I am the manifestation of God on Earth. Whenever I see misery and
injustice, I put my hand in my left pocket and try to help. Whenever I
come up against laziness and indolence, I put my hand in my right pocket
and find I have nothing to give. In this way, I manage to balance the
material and the spiritual worlds.'
The new bishop thanked him for this fine image of charity and said he
could return to his parish, but warned him that he was in the process of
restructuring the whole region.
Shortly afterwards, the priest received news that he was being transferred
to Viscos. He understood the message at once: envy. But he had the Word
to serve God wherever it might be, and so he set of to Viscos full o°f
humility and fervour: it was a new challenge for him to meet.
A year went by. And another. By the end of five years, in spite all his
efforts, he had not succeeded in bringing any new believers into the
church; the village was haunted by a ghost from the past called Ahab, and
nothing the priest said could be more important than the legends that still
circulated about him. Ten years passed. At the end of the tenth year, the
priest realised his mistake: his search for wisdom had become pride. He
was so convinced of divine justice that he had failed to balance it with the
art of diplomacy. He thought he was living in a world where God was
everywhere, only to find himself amongst people who often would not
even let God enter their lives.
After fifteen years, he knew that he would never leave Viscos. By then,
the former bishop was an important cardinal working in the Vatican and
quite likely to be named Pope and he could never allow an obscure
country priest to spread the story that he had been exiled out of envy and
greed.
By then, the priest had allowed himself to be infected by the lack of
stimulus - no one could withstand all those years of indifference. He
thought that had he left the priesthood at the right moment, he could
have served God better; but he "ad kept putting off the decision, always
thinking that the Situation would change, and by then it was too late, he
had lost all contact with the world.
After twenty years, he woke up one night in despair: his life had been
completely useless. He knew how much he was capable of and how little
he had achieved. He remembered the two pieces of paper he used to
keep in his pockets and realised that now he always reached into his
righthand pocket. He had wanted to be wise, but had been lacking in
political skills. He had wanted to be just, but had lacked wisdom. He had
wanted to be a politician, but had lacked courage.
'Where is Your generosity, Lord? Why did You do to me what You did to
Job? Will I never have another chance in this life? Give me one more
opportunity!'
He got up, opened the Bible at random, as he usually did when he was
searching for an answer, and he came upon the passage during the Last
Supper when Christ tells the traitor to hand him over to the Roman
soldiers looking for him.
The priest spent hours thinking about what he had just read: why did
Jesus ask the traitor to commit a sin?
'So that the scriptures would be fulfilled,' the wise men of the Church
would say. Even so, why was Jesus asking someone to commit a sin and
thus leading him into eternal damnation?'
Jesus would never do that; in truth, the traitor was merely a victim, as
Jesus himself was. Evil had to manifest itself and fulfil its role, so that
ultimately Good could prevail. If there was no betrayal, there could be no
cross, the words of the scriptures would not be fulfilled, and Jesus'
sacrifice could not serve as an example.
The next day, a stranger arrived in the village, as so many strangers had
before. The priest gave the matter no importance, did he connect it to the
request he had made to Jesus, or the passage he had read in the Bible.
When he heard the story of the models Leonardo da Vinci had used in his
Last Supper, he remembered reading the corresponding text in the Bible,
but dismissed it as a coincidence.
It was only when Miss Prym told them about the wager that he realised
his prayers had been answered.
Evil needed to manifest itself if Good was finally to move the hearts of
these people. For the first time since he had come to the parish, he had
seen his church full to overflowing. For the first time, the most important
people in the village had visited him in the sacristy. 'Evil needs to
manifest itself, for them to understand the value of Good.' Just as the
traitor in the Bible, soon after betraying Jesus, understood what he had
done, so the people in the village would realise what they had done and
be so overwhelmed by remorse that their only refuge would be the
Church. And Viscos - after all these years - would once again become a
Christian village.
His role was to be the instrument of Evil; that was the greatest act of
humility he could offer to God.
The mayor arrived as arranged.
'I want to know what I should say, Father.'
'Let me take charge of the meeting,' the priest replied.
The mayor hesitated; after all, he was the highest authority in Viscos, and
he did not want to see an outsider dealing in public with such an important
topic. The priest, it was true, had been in the village now for more than
twenty years but he had not been born there, he did not know all the old
stories and he did not have the blood of Ahab in his veins.
'In matters as grave as this, I think I should be the one to speak directly
to the people,' he said.
'Yes, you're right. It would probably be better if you didthings might go
wrong, and I don't want the Church involved. I'll tell you my plan, and
you can take on the task of making it public'
'On second thoughts, if the plan is yours, it might be fairer and more
honest for you to share it with everyone.'
'Fear again,' thought the priest. 'If you want to control someone, all you
have to do is to make them feel afraid.'
The Women reached Berta's house shortly before nine and found her
doing some crochetwork in her tiny living room.
'There's something different about the village tonight,' the old woman
said. 'I heard lots of people walking around, lots of footsteps going past.
The bar isn't big enough to hold them all.'
'It's the men in the village,' the hotel landlady replied. 'They're going to
the square, to discuss what to do about the stranger.'
'I see. I shouldn't think there's much to discuss though, is there? Either
they accept his proposal or they allow him to leave in two days' time.'
'We would never even consider accepting his proposal,' the mayor's wife
said indignantly.
'Why not? I heard that the priest gave a wonderful sermon today,
explaining how the sacrifice of one man saved humanity, and how God
accepted a wager with the Devil and punished his most faithful servant.
Would it be so wrong if the people of Viscos decided to accept the
stranger's proposal as - let's say - a business deal?'
'You can't be serious.'
'I am. It's you who are trying to pull the wool over my eyes.'
The two women considered getting up, there and then and leaving at
once, but it was too risky.
'Apart from that, to what do I owe the honour of this visit? It's never
happened before.' 'Two days ago, Miss Prym said she heard the rogue wolf
howling.'
'Now we all know that the rogue wolf is just a stupid story dreamed up by
the blacksmith,' the hotel landlady said. 'He probably went into the forest
with a woman from another village, and when he tried to grab her, she
fought back, and that's why he came up with the story of the wolf. But
even so, we decided we'd better come over here to make sure everything
was all right.'
'Everything's fine. I'm busy crocheting a tablecloth, although I can't
guarantee I'll finish it; who knows, I might die tomorrow.'
There was a moment of general embarrassment.
'Well, you know, old people can die at any time,' Berta went on. Things
had returned to normal. Or almost.
'It's far too soon for you to be talking like that.'
'Maybe you're right; tomorrow is another day, as they say. But I don't
mind telling you that it's been on my mind a lot today.'
'For any particular reason?' 'Do you think there should be?'
The hotel landlady wanted to change the subject, but she had to do so
very carefully. By now, the meeting in the square must have begun and it
would be over in a few minutes.
'I think that, with age, people come to realise that death is inevitable. And
we need to learn to face it with serenity, wisdom and resignation. Death
often frees us from a lot of senseless suffering.'
'You're quite right,' Berta replied. 'That's exactly what I was thinking this
afternoon. And do you know what conclusion I came to? I'm very, very
afraid of dying. I don't think my time has quite come.'
The atmosphere in the room was getting tenser and tenser, and the
mayor's wife remembered the discussion in the sacristy about the land
beside the church; they were talking about one thing, but meaning
something else entirely.
Neither of the two women knew how the meeting in the square was going;
neither of them knew what the priest's plan was, or what the reaction of
the men of Viscos would be. It was pointless trying to talk more openly
with Berta; after all, no one accepts being killed without putting up a fight.
She made a mental note of the problem: if they wanted to kill the old
woman, they would have to find a way of doing so that would avoid a
violent struggle that might leave clues for any future investigation.
Disappear. The old woman would simply have to disappear. Her body
couldn't be buried in the cemetery or left on the mountainside; once the
stranger had ascertained that his wishes had been met, they would have
to burn the corpse and scatter the ashes in the mountains. So in both
theory and in practice, Berta would be helping their land become fertile
again.
'What are you thinking?' Berta asked, interrupting her thoughts.
'About a bonfire,' the mayor's wife replied. 'A lovely bonfire that would
warm our bodies and our hearts.'
'It's just as well we're no longer in the Middle Ages, because, you know,
there are some people in the village who say I'm a witch.'
There was no point in lying, the old woman would only become suspicious,
so the two women nodded their agreement.
'If we were in the Middle Ages, they might want to burn me alive, just like
that, just because someone decided I must be guilty of something.'
'What's going on here?' the hotel landlady was wondering to herself.
'Could someone have betrayed us? Could it be that the mayor's wife,
who's here with me now, came over earlier and told her everything? Or
could it be that the priest suddenly repented and came to confess himself
to this sinner?'
'Thank you so much for your visit, but I'm fine, really, in perfect health,
ready to make every necessary sacrifice, including being on one of those
stupid diets to lower my cholesterol levels, because I want to go on living
for a long while yet.'
Berta got up and opened the door. The two women said goodbye to her.
The meeting in the square had still not finished.
'I'm so pleased you came. I'm going to stop my crocheting now and go to
bed. And to tell you the truth, I believe in the rogue wolf. Now since you
two are so much younger than me, would you mind hanging around until
the meeting finishes and make quite sure that the wolf doesn't come to
my door?'
The two women agreed, bade her goodnight, and Berta went in.
'She knows!' the hotel landlady whispered. 'Someone has told her! Didn't
you notice the ironic tone in her voice? She knows we're here to keep an
eye on her.'
The mayor's wife was confused.
'But how can she know? No one would be so crazy as to tell her. Unless ...'
'Unless she really is a witch. Do you remember the hot wind that suddenly
blew into the sacristy while we were talking?'
'Even though the windows were shut.'
The hearts of the two women contracted and centuries of superstitions
rose to the surface. If Berta really was a witch, then her death, far from
saving the village, would destroy it completely.
Or so the legends said.
Berta switched off the light and stood watching the two women in the
street out of a corner of her window. She didn't know whether to laugh or
cry, or simply to accept her fate. She was sure of one thing, though, she
had been marked out to die.
Her husband had appeared earlier that evening, and to her surprise, he
was accompanied by Miss Prym's grandmother.
Berta's first reaction was one ofjealousy: what was he doing with that
woman? But then she saw the worried look on both of their faces, and
became even more troubled when she heard what they had to say about
what had gone on in the sacristy.
The two of them told her to run away at once.
'You must be joking,' Berta replied. 'How am I supposed to run away? My
legs can barely carry me the hundred yards to church, so how could I
possibly walk all the way down the road and out of the village? Please,
sort this problem out up in heaven and do something to protect me! After
all, why else do I spend my time praying to all the saints?'
It was a much more complicated situation than Berta could imagine, they
explained: Good and Evil were locked in combat, and no one could
interfere. Angels and devils were in the midst of one of the periodic
battles that decide whether whole regions of the earth are to be
condemned for a while or saved.
'I'm not interested; I have no way of defending myself, this isn't my fight,
I didn't ask to be caught up in it.'
Nobody had. It had all begun two years earlier with a mistake made by a
guardian angel.
During a kidnapping, two women were marked out to die, but a little three
year-old girl was supposed to be saved. This girl, it was said, would be a
consolation to her father and help him to maintain some hope in life and
overcome the tremendous suffering he would undergo. He was a good
man, and although he would have to endure terrible suffering (no one
knew why, that was all part of God's plan, which had never been fully
explained), he would recover in the end. The girl would grow up marked
by the tragedy and, when she was twenty, would use her own suffering to
help alleviate that of others. She would eventually do work of such vital
importance that it would have an impact all over the world.
That had been the original plan. And everything was going well: the police
stormed the hideout, shots started flying and the people chosen to die
began to fall. At that moment, the child's guardian angel - as Berta knew,
all three year-olds can see and talk to their guardian angels all the time -
signalled to her to crouch down by the wall. But the child did not
understand and ran towards him so that she could hear better.
She moved barely a matter of inches, just enough to be struck by a fatal
bullet. From then on, the story took a new twist. What was meant to
become an edifying story of redemption, turned into a merciless struggle.
The devil made his appearance, claiming that the man's soul should be
his, being as it was full of hatred, impotence and a desire for vengeance.
The angels could not accept this; he was a good man and had been chosen
to help his daughter make great changes in the world, even though his
profession was hardly ideal.
But the angels' arguments no longer rang true to him. Bit by bit, the devil
took over his soul, until now he controlled him almost completely.
'Almost completely,' Berta repeated. 'You said "almost".'
They agreed. There was still a tiny chink of light left because one of the
angels had refused to give up the fight But he had never been listened to
until the previous night, when he had managed briefly to speak out. And
his instrument had been none other than Miss Prym.
Chantal's grandmother explained that this was why she was there;
because if anyone could change the situation, it was her granddaughter.
Even so, the struggle was more ferocious than ever, and the stranger's
angel had again been silenced by the presence of the devil.
Berta tried to calm them down, because they both seemed very upset.
They, after all, were already dead; she was the one who should be
worried. Couldn't they help Chantal change the course of things?
Chantal's devil was also winning the battle, they replied. When Chantal
was in the forest, her grandmother had sent the rogue wolf to find her -
the wolf did, in fact, exist, and the blacksmith had been telling the truth.
She had wanted to awaken the stranger's good side and had done so. But
apparently the argument between the two of them had got them nowhere;
they were both too stubborn. There was only one hope left: that Chantal
had seen what they wanted her to see. Or rather, they knew she had seen
it, but what they wanted was for her to understand what she had seen.
'What's that?' Berta asked.
They refused to say. Their contact with human beings had its limits, there
were devils listening in to their conversation who could spoil everything if
they knew of the plan in advance.
But they insisted it was something very simple, and Chantal was as
intelligent as her grandmother said she would know how to deal with the
situation.
Berta accepted this answer; the last thing she wanted was indiscretion that
might cost her her life, even though she loved hearing secrets. But there
was something she still wanted explained and so she turned to her
husband:
'You told me to stay here, sitting on this chair all these years, watching
over the village in case Evil entered it. You asked that of me long before
that guardian angel made a mistake and the child was killed. Why?'
Her husband replied that, one way or another, Evil was bound to pass
through Viscos, because the Devil was always abroad in the Earth, trying
to catch people unawares.
'I'm not convinced.'
Her husband was not convinced either, but it was true. Perhaps the fight
between Good and Evil is raging all the time in every individual's heart,
which is the battleground for all angels and devils; they would fight inch
by inch for thousands of millennia in order to gain ground, until one of
them finally vanquished the other. Yet even though he now existed on a
spiritual plane, there were still many things he did not understand - many
more, in fact, than on Earth.
You've convinced me. Go and rest; if I have to die, it will be because my
hour has come.' Berta did not say that she felt slightly jealous and would
like to be with her husband again; Chantal's grandmother had always been
one of the most sought-after women in the village.
They left, claiming that they had to make sure the girl had understood
what she had seen.
Berta felt even more jealous, but she managed to calm herself, even
though she suspected that her husband only wanted to see her live a little
longer so that he could enjoy the company of Chantal's grandmother
undisturbed.
Besides, the independence he thought he was enjoying might well come to
an end the very next day. Berta considered a little and changed her mind:
the poor man deserved a few years' rest, it was no hardship to let him go
on thinking he was free to do as he liked she was sure he missed her
dreadfully.
Seeing the two women still on guard outside her house, she thought it
wouldn't be so bad to be able to stay a while longer in that valley, staring
up at the mountains, watching the eternal conflicts between men and
women, the trees and the wind, between angels and devils. Then she
began to feel afraid and tried to concentrate on something else - perhaps
tomorrow she would change the colour of the ball of yarn she was using;
the tablecloth was beginning to look distinctly drab.
Before the meeting in the square had finished, she was fast asleep, sure
in her mind that Miss Prym would eventually understand the message,
even if she did not have the gift of speaking with spirits.
'In church, on hallowed ground, I spoke of the need for sacrifice,' the
Priest said. 'Here, on unhallowed land, I ask you to be prepared for
martyrdom.'
The small, dimly lit square - there was still only one street lamp, despite
the mayor's preelection promises to install more - was full to overflowing.
Peasants and shepherds, drowsy-eyed because they were used to going to
bed and rising with the sun, stood in respectful, awed silence. The priest
had placed a chair next to the cross and was standing on it so that
everyone could see him.
'For centuries, the Church has been accused of fighting unjust battles,
when, in reality, all we were doing was trying to survive threats to our
existence.'
'We didn't come here to hear about the Church, Father,' a voice shouted.
'We came to find out about Viscos.'
'I don't need to tell you that Viscos risks disappearing off the map, taking
with it you, your lands and your flocks. Nor did I come here to talk about
the Church, but there is one thing I must say: only by sacrifice and
penitence can we find salvation. And before I'm interrupted again, I mean
the sacrifice of one Person, the penitence of all and the salvation of this
village.'
'It might all be a lie,' another voice cried out.
The stranger is going to show us the gold tomorrow,' the mayor said,
pleased to be able to give a piece of information of which even the priest
was unaware. 'Miss Prym does not wish to bear the responsibility alone, so
the hotel landlady persuaded the stranger to bring the gold bars here. We
will act only after receiving that guarantee.'
The mayor took over and began telling them about the improvements that
would be made to life in the village: the rebuilding work, the children's
playground, the reduced taxes and the planned redistribution of their
newly acquired wealth.
'In equal shares,' someone shouted.
It was time for the mayor to take on a commitment he hated to make; as
if suddenly awoken from their somnolent state, all eyes were turned in his
direction.
'In equal shares,' the priest said, before the mayor could respond. There
was no other choice: everyone had to take part and bear the same
responsibility and receive the same reward, otherwise it would not be long
before someone denounced the crime - either out ofjealousy or
vengeance. The priest was all too familiar with both those words.
'Who is going to die?'
The mayor explained the fair process by which Berta had been chosen:
she suffered greatly from the loss of her husband, she was old, had no
friends, and seemed slightly mad, sitting outside her house from dawn to
dusk, making absolutely no contribution to the growth of the village.
Instead of her money being invested in lands or sheep, it was earning
interest in some far-off bank; the only ones who benefited from it were
the traders who, like the baker, came every week to sell their produce in
the village.
Not a single voice in the crowd was raised against the choice. The mayor
was glad because they had accepted his authority; but the priest knew
that this could be a good or a bad sign, because silence does not always
mean consent usually all it meant was that people were incapable of
coming up with an immediate response. If someone did not agree, they
would later torture themselves with the idea that they had accepted
without really wanting to, and the consequences of that could be grave.
'I need everyone here to agree,' the priest said. 'I need everyone to say
out loud whether they agree or disagree, so that God can hear you and
know that He has valiant men in His army. If you don't believe in God, I
ask you all the same to say out loud whether you agree or disagree, so
that we will all know exactly what everyone here thinks.'
The mayor did not like the way the priest had used the verb 'need': 'I
need' he had said, when it would have been more appropriate to say: 'we
need', or 'the mayor needs'. When this business was over, he would have
to re-impose his authority in whatever way was necessary. Now, like a
good politician, he would let the priest take the lead and expose himself
to risk.
'I want you all to say that you agree.'
The first 'yes' came from the blacksmith. Then the mayor, to show his
courage, also said 'yes' in a loud voice.
One by one, every man present declared out loud that they agreed with
the choice - until they had all committed themselves. Some of them did
so because they wanted to get the meeting over and done with so that
they could go homesome were thinking about the gold and about the
quickest way they could leave the village with their newly acquired
wealth; others were planning to send money to their children so that they
would no longer have to feel ashamed in front of their friends in the big
city. Almost no one in the crowd believed that Viscos would regain its
former glory; all they wanted were the riches they had always deserved,
but had never had.
But no one said 'no'.
'108 women and 173 men live in this village,' the priest went on. 'Since it
is the tradition here for everyone to learn how to hunt, each inhabitant
owns at least one shotgun. Well, tomorrow morning, I want you each to
leave a shotgun in the sacristy, with a single cartridge in it. I'm asking the
mayor, who has more than one gun, to bring one for me as well.'
'We never leave our weapons with strangers,' a hunting guide shouted.
'Guns are sacred, temperamental, personal. They should never be fired by
other people.'
'Let me finish. I'm going to explain how a firing squad works. Seven
soldiers are chosen to shoot the condemned man.
Seven rifles are handed out to the squad, but only six of them are loaded
with real bullets, the seventh contains a blank. The gunpowder explodes
in exactly the same way, the noise is identical, but there's no lead to be
fired into the victim's body.
'None of the soldiers knows which rifle contains the blank. In that way,
each of them thinks that his gun contained the blank and that his friends
were responsible for the death of the man or woman none of them knew,
but whom they were forced to shoot in the line of duty.'
'So all of them believe they are innocent,' the landowner chimed in,
speaking for the first time.
'Exactly. Tomorrow I will do the same: I'll take the lead out of
eighty-seven of the cartridges and leave the other shotguns with live
ammunition in them. All the weapons will go off at the same time, but no
one will know which of them has pellets inside; in that way, all of you can
consider yourselves innocent.'
Tired though the men were, they greeted the priest's idea with a huge
sigh of relief. A different kind of energy spread through the crowd as if,
from one hour to the next, the entire situation had lost its tragic air and
had been transformed into a simple treasure hunt. Every man was
convinced that his gun would carry the blank ammunition, and that he
would not therefore be guilty; he was simply showuig solidarity with his
fellows, who wanted to change their «ves and where they lived. Everyone
was excited now; at test, Viscos had become a place where different,
important things happened.
'The only weapon you can be sure will be loaded is mine, because I can't
choose for myself. Nor will I keep my share of the gold. I'm doing this for
other reasons.'
Again, the mayor did not like the way the priest spoke. He was trying to
impress on the people of Viscos what a courageous man he was, a
generous leader capable of any sacrifice. If the mayor's wife had been
there, she would doubtless have said that the priest was preparing to
launch himself as a candidate for the next elections.
'Wait until Monday,' he told himself. He would publish a decree announcing
such a steep increase in tax on the church that it would be impossible for
the priest to stay on in the village. After all, he was the only one who
claimed he didn't want to be rich.
'What about the victim?' the blacksmith asked.
'She'll be there,' the priest said. 'I'll take care of that. But I need three
men to come with me.'
When no one volunteered, the priest chose three strong men. One of them
tried to say 'no', but his friends stared him down, and he quickly changed
his mind.
'Where will the sacrifice take place?' the landowner asked, addressing the
priest. The mayor again sensed authority slipping away from him; he
needed to regain it at once.
'I'm the one who decides that,' he said, shooting a furious look at the
landowner. 'I don't want the earth of Viscos to be stained with blood. We'll
do it at this same time tomorrow night up by the Celtic monolith. Bring
your lanterns, lamps and torches, so that everyone can see clearly where
they are pointing their shotgun, and nobody misses.'
The priest got down from his chair - the meeting was over. The women of
Viscos once again heard footsteps in the street, the men returning to their
houses, having a drink, staring out of the window, or simply collapsing
into bed, exhausted. The mayor returned to his wife, who told him what
had happened in Berta's house, and how frightened she had been. But
after they - together with the hotel landlady had analysed every single
word that had been said, the two women concluded that the old woman
knew nothing; it was merely their sense of guilt making them think like
that.
'Make-believe ghosts, like the rogue wolf,' the mayor said.
The priest went back to the church and spent the whole night in prayer.
Chantal breakfasted on the bread she had bought the day before, since
the baker's van didn't come on Sundays. She looked out of her window
and saw the men of Viscos leaving their houses, each carrying a weapon.
She prepared herself to die, as there was still a possibility that she would
be the chosen victim; but no one knocked on her door instead, they
carried on down the street, went into the sacristy, and emerged again,
empty-handed.
She left her house and went down to the hotel, where the hotel landlady
told her about everything that had happened the previous night: the
choice of victim, what the priest had proposed and the preparations for the
sacrifice. Her hostile tone had vanished, and things seemed to be changing
in Chantal's favour.
'There's something I want to tell you; one day, Viscos will realise all that
you did for its people.'
'But the stranger still has to show us the gold,' Chantal insisted. 'Of course.
He just went out carrying an empty rucksack.'
Chantal decided not to go to the forest, because that would mean passing
by Berta's house, and she was too ashamed to look at her. She went back
to her room and remembered her dream of the previous night.
For she had had a strange dream in which an angel handed her the eleven
gold bars and asked her to keep them.
Chantal told the angel that, for this to happen, someone had to be killed.
But the angel said that this wasn't the case: on the contrary, the bars were
proof that the gold did not exist.
That was why she had insisted to the hotel landlady that the stranger
should show everyone the gold; she had a plan. However, since she had
always lost every other battle in her life, she had her doubts as to whether
she would be able to win this one.
Berta was watching the sun setting behind the mountains when she saw
the priest and three other men coming towards her. She felt sad for three
reasons: she knew her time had come; her husband had not appeared to
console her (perhaps because he was afraid of what he would hear, or
ashamed of his own inability to save her); and she realised that the
money she had saved would end up in the hands of the shareholders of
the bank where she had deposited it, since she had not had time to
withdraw it and burn it.
She felt happy for two reasons: she was finally going to be reunited with
her husband, who was doubtless, at that moment, out and about with Miss
Prym's grandmother; and although the last day of her life had been cold,
it had been filled with sunlight - not everyone had the good fortune to
leave the world with such a beautiful memory of it.
The priest signalled to the other men to stay back, and he went forward
on his own to greet her.
'Good evening,' she said. 'See how great God is to have roade the world
so beautiful.'
'They're going to take me away,' she told herself, 'but I will leave them
with all the world's guilt to carry on their shoulders.'
'Think, then, how beautiful paradise must be,' the priest said, but Berta
could see her arrow had struck home, and that now he was struggling to
remain calm.
'I'm not sure about that, I'm not even sure it exists. Have you been there
yourself, Father?'
'Not yet. But I've been in hell and I know how terrible that is, however
attractive it might appear from the outside.'
Berta understood him to mean Viscos.
'You're mistaken, Father. You were in paradise, but you didn't recognise it.
It's the same with most people in this world; they seek suffering in the
most joyous of places because they think they are unworthy of happiness.'
'It appears that all your years spent sitting out here have brought you
some wisdom.'
'It's been a long time since anyone bothered to come and chat with me,
and now, oddly enough, everyone has discovered that I still exist. Just
imagine, Father, last night, the hotel landlady and the mayor's wife
honoured me with a visit; and now here's the parish priest doing the same
- have I suddenly become such an important person?'
'Very much so,' the priest replied. 'The most important person in the
village.' 'Have I come into money or something?'
'Ten gold bars. Future generations of men, women and children will give
thanks to you. It's even possible they'll put up a statue in your honour.'
'I'd prefer a fountain, because as well as being decorative, it quenches
people's thirst and soothes those who are worried.'
'A fountain it will be then. You have my word on it.'
Berta thought it was time to put an end to this farce and come straight to
the point.
'I know everything, Father. You are condemning an innocent woman who
cannot fight for her life. Damn you, sir, and damn this village and all who
live in it.'
'Damned indeed,' the priest said. To more than twenty years, I've tried to
bless this village, but no one heard my calls. For the same twenty years,
I've tried to inculcate Good into men's hearts, until I finally realised that
God had chosen me to be his left arm, and to show the evil of which men
are capable. Perhaps in this way they will become afraid and accept the
faith.'
Berta felt like crying, but controlled the impulse.
'Fine words, Father, but empty. They're just an excuse for cruelty and
injustice.'
'Unlike all the others, I'm not doing this for the money. I know that the
gold is cursed, like this whole place, and that it won't bring happiness to
anyone. I am simply doing as God has asked me. Or rather, as he
commanded me, in answer to my prayers.'
'There's no point arguing further,' Berta thought, as the priest put his hand
in his pocket and brought out some pills.
'You won't feel a thing,' he said. 'Let's go inside.'
'Neither you nor anyone else in this village will set foot in my house while
I'm still alive. Perhaps later tonight the door will stand wide open, but not
now.'
The priest gestured to one of the men, who approached carrying a plastic
bottle.
'Take these pills. You'll soon fall asleep and when you wake up, you'll be
in heaven, with your husband.'
'I've always been with my husband and, despite suffering from insomnia,
I never take pills to get to sleep.'
'So much the better; they'll take effect at once.'
The sun had disappeared, and darkness was beginning to fall on the
valley, the church, and on the entire village.
'And what if I don't want to take them?' 'You'll take them just the same.'
Berta looked at the three men and saw that the priest was right. She took
the pills from him, placed them in her mouth and drank the entire bottle
of water. Water: it has no taste, no smell, no colour and yet it is the most
important thing in the world. Just like her at that moment.
She looked once more at the mountains, now covered in darkness. She
saw the first star come out and thought that she had had a good life; she
had been born and would die in a place she loved, even though it seemed
that her love was unrequited, but what did that matter? Anyone who loves
in the expectation of being loved in return is wasting their time.
She had been blessed. She had never been to another country, but she
knew that here in Viscos the same things happened as everywhere else.
She had lost the husband she loved, but God had granted her the joy of
continuing at his side, even after his death. She had seen the village at its
height, had witnessed the beginning of its decline, and was leaving before
it was completely destroyed. She had known mankind with all its faults
and virtues, and she believed that, despite all that was happening to her
now, despite the struggles her husband swore were going on in the
invisible world, human goodness would triumph in the end.
She felt sorry for the priest, for the mayor, for Miss Prym, for the
stranger, for every one of the inhabitants of Viscos: Evil would never
bring Good, however much they wanted to believe that it would. By the
time they discovered the truth, it would be too late.
She had only one regret: never having seen the sea. She knew it existed,
that it was vast and simultaneously wild and calm, but she had never
been to see it or tasted the salt water on her tongue or felt the sand
beneath her bare feet or dived into the cold water like someone returning
to the womb of the Great Mother (she remembered that this was an
expression favoured by the Celts).
Apart from that, she did not have much to complain about. She was sad,
very sad, to have to leave like this, but she did not want to feel she was a
victim: doubtless God had chosen this role for her, and it was far better
than the one He had chosen for the priest.
'I want to talk to you about Good and Evil,' she heard him say, just as she
began to feel a kind of numbness in her hands and feet.
'There's no need. You don't know what goodness is. You were poisoned by
the evil done to you, and now you're spreading that plague throughout our
land. You're no different from the stranger who came to visit us and
destroy us.'
Her last words were barely audible. She looked up at the one star, then
closed her eyes.
The stranger went into the bathroom in his hotel room, carefully washed
each of the gold bars and replaced them in his shabby, old rucksack. Two
days ago he had left the stage, and now he was returning for the final act
- he had to make a last appearance. Everything had been carefully
planned: from the choice of a small, remote village with few inhabitants
down to the fact of having an accomplice, so that if things did not work
out, no one could ever accuse him of inciting people to murder. The tape
recorder, the reward, the careful steps he had taken, first making friends
with the people in the village and then spreading terror and confusion.
Just as God had done to him, so he would do unto others. Just as God had
given him all that was good only to cast him into the abyss, so he would
do the same.
He had taken care of every detail, except one: he had never thought his
plan would work. He had been sure that when the moment came to
choose, a simple 'no' would change the story; at least one person would
refuse to take Part, and that person would be enough to prove that not
everything was lost. If one person saved the village, the world itself
would be saved, hope would still be possible, goodness would be
strengthened, the terrorists would not have truly known the evil they were
doing, there could be forgiveness, and his days of suffering would be but
a sad memory that he could learn to live with and he could perhaps even
seek happiness again. For that 'no' he would have liked to have heard, the
village would have received its reward of ten gold bars, independently of
the wager he had made with Chantal.
But his plan had failed. And now it was too late, he couldn't change his
mind. Someone knocked at his door.
'Let's go,' he heard the hotel landlady say. 'It's time.' 'I'll be right down.'
He picked up his jacket, put it on and met the landlady downstairs in the
bar.
'I've got the gold,' he said. 'But, just so there's no misunderstanding, you
should be aware that there are several people who know where I am. If
you decide to change your victim, you can be sure that the police will
come looking for me; you yourself saw me making all those phone calls.'
The hotel landlady merely nodded.
The Celtic monolith was half an hour's walk from Viscos. For many
centuries, people had thought it was merely an unusually large stone,
polished by the wind and the ice, which had once stood upright, but that
had been toppled by a bolt of lightning. Ahab used to hold the village
council there because the rock served as a natural open-air table.
Then one day the Government sent a team to write a survey of the Celtic
settlements in the valley, and someone noticed the monument. Then
came the archaeologists, who measured, calculated, argued, excavated
and reached the conclusion that a Celtic tribe had chosen the spot as some
kind of sacred place, even though they had no idea what rituals had been
performed there. Some said it was a sort of observatory, others said that
fertility rites - in which young virgins were possessed by priests - had
taken place there. The experts discussed it for a whole week, but then left
to look at something more interesting, without reaching any definite
conclusions about their findings.
When he was elected, the mayor tried to attract tourism to Viscos by
getting an article published in the regional press about the Celtic heritage
of the village. But the paths through the forest were difficult, and the few
intrepid visitors who came found only a fallen stone at the end of them,
whereas other villages could boast sculptures, inscriptions and other far
more interesting things. The idea came to nothing, and the monolith soon
resumed its usual function as a weekend picnic table.
That evening, there were arguments in several households in Viscos all
over the same thing: the men wanted to go alone, but their wives insisted
on taking part in the 'ritual sacrifice', as the inhabitants had come to call
the murder they were about to commit. The husbands argued that it was
dangerous, a shotgun might go off by accident; their wives said that the
men were just being selfish and that they should respect the women's
rights, the world was no longer as they thought it was. In the end, the
husbands yielded, and the wives rejoiced.
Now the procession was heading for the monolith, a chain of 281 points of
light in the darkness, for the stranger was carrying a torch, and Berta was
not carrying anything, so the number of inhabitants of the village was still
exactly represented. Each of the men had a torch or lantern in one hand
and, in the other, a shotgun, its breech open so that it would not go off by
accident.
Berta was the only one who did not need to walk. She was sleeping
peacefully on a kind of improvised stretcher that two woodcutters were
struggling along with. 'I'm glad we won't have to carry this great weight
back,' one of them was thinking, 'because by then, with all the buckshot in
her, she'll weigh three times as much.'
He calculated that each cartridge would contain, on average, at Resist six
small balls of lead. If all the loaded shotguns hit their target, the old
woman's body would be riddled with 522 pellets, and would end up
containing more metal than blood.
The man could feel his stomach churning. He resolved not to think any
more about it until Monday.
No one said a word during the walk. No one looked at anyone else, as if
this was a kind of nightmare they wanted to forget as quickly as possible.
They arrived out of breath more from tension than from exhaustion - and
formed a huge semicircle of lights in the clearing where the Celtic
monument lay.
The mayor gave a signal, and the woodcutters untied Berta from the
stretcher and laid her on the monolith.
'That's no good,' the blacksmith protested, remembering the war films
he'd seen, with soldiers crawling along the ground. 'It's hard to shoot
someone when they're lying down.' The woodcutters shifted Berta into a
sitting position with her back against the stone. It seemed ideal, but then
a sudden sob was heard and a woman's voice said:
'She's looking at us. She can see what we're doing.'
Berta could not, of course, see a thing, but it was unbearable to look at
that kindly lady, asleep, with a contented smile on her lips, and to think
that in a short while she would be torn apart by all those tiny pellets.
'Turn her round,' ordered the mayor, who was also troubled by the sight.
Grumbling, the woodcutters returned once more to the monolith and
turned the body round, so that this time she was kneeling on the ground,
with her face and chest resting on the stone. It was impossible to keep her
upright in this position, so they had to tie a rope round her wrists, throw it
over the top of the monument, and fasten it on the other side.
Berta's position was now utterly grotesque: kneeling, with her back to
them, her arms stretched out over the stone, as if she were praying or
begging for something. Someone protested again, but the mayor said it
was time to do what they had come to do.
And the quicker the better. With no speeches or justifications; that could
wait until tomorrow - in the bar, on the streets, in conversations between
shepherds and farmers. It was likely that one of the three roads out of
Viscos would not be used for a long while, since they were all so
accustomed to seeing Berta sitting there, looking up at the mountains and
talking to herself. Luckily, the village had two other exits, as well as a
narrow short cut, with some improvised steps down to the road below.
'Let's get this over with,' said the mayor, pleased that the priest was now
saying nothing, and that his own authority had been re-established.
'Someone in the valley might see these lights and decide to find out
what's going on. Prepare your shotguns, fire, and then we can leave.'
Without ceremony. Doing their duty, like good soldiers defending their
village. With no doubts in their minds. This was an order, and it would be
obeyed.
And suddenly, the mayor not only understood the priest's silence, he
realised that he had fallen into a trap. If one day the story of what had
happened got out, all the others could claim, as all murderers did in
wartime, that they were merely obeying orders. But what was going on at
that moment in their hearts? Did they see him as a villain or as their
saviour?
He could not weaken now, at the very moment when he heard the
shotguns being snapped shut, the barrels fitting perfectly into the breech
blocks. He imagined the noise that guns would make, but by the time
anyone arrived to see what was going on, they would be far away. Shortly
before they had begun the climb up to the monolith, he had ordered them
to extinguish all lights on the way back. They knew the route by heart,
and the lights were simply to avoid any accidents when they opened fire.
Instinctively, the women stepped back, and the men took aim at the inert
body, some fifty yards away. They could not possibly miss, having been
trained since childhood to shoot fleeing animals and birds in flight.
The mayor prepared to give the order to fire. 'Just a moment,' shouted a
female voice.
It was Miss Prym.
'What about the gold? Have you seen it yet?'
The shotguns were lowered, but still ready to be fired; no, no one had
seen the gold. They all turned towards the stranger.
He walked slowly in front of the shotguns. He put his rucksack down on
the ground and one by one took out the bars of gold.
'There it is,' he said, before returning to his place at one end of the
semicircle. Miss Prym went over to the gold bars and picked one up.
'It's gold,' she said. 'But I want you to check it. Let nine women come up
here and examine each of the bars still on the ground.'
The mayor began to get worried: they would be in the line of fire, and
someone of a nervous disposition might set off a gun by accident; but
nine women - including his wife went over to join Miss Prym and did as
she asked.
'Yes, it's gold,' the mayor's wife said, carefully checking the bar she had in
her hands, and comparing it to the few pieces of gold jewelry she
possessed. 'I can see it has a hallmark and what must be a serial number,
as well as the date it was cast and its weight. It's the real thing all right.'
'Well, hang on to that gold and listen to what I have to say.'
'This is no time for speeches, Miss Prym,' the mayor said. 'All of you get
away from there so that we can finish the job.'
'Shut up, you idiot!'
These words from Chantal startled everyone. None of them dreamed that
anyone in Viscos could say what they had just heard.
'Have you gone mad?'
'I said shut up!' Chantal shouted even more loudly, trembling from head
to foot, her eyes wide with hatred. 'You're the one who's mad, for falling
into this trap that has led us all to condemnation and death! You are the
irresponsible one!'
The mayor moved towards her, but was held back by two men.
'We want to hear what the girl has to say,' a voice in the crowd shouted.
'Ten minutes won't make any difference!'
Ten or even five minutes would make a huge difference, and everyone
there, men and women, knew it. As they became more aware of the
situation, their fear was growing, the sense of guilt was spreading, shame
was beginning to take hold, their hands were starting to shake, and they
were all looking for an excuse to change their minds. On the walk there,
each man had been convinced that he was carrying a weapon containing
blank ammunition and that soon it would all be over. Now they were
starting to fear that their shotguns would fire real pellets, and that the
ghost of the old woman - who was reputed to be a witch - would come
back at night to haunt them.
Or that someone would talk. Or that the priest had not done as he had
promised, and they would all be guilty.
'Five minutes,' the mayor said, trying to get them to believe that it was he
who was giving permission, when in fact it was the young woman who was
setting the rules.
'I'll talk for as long as I like,' said Chantal, who appeared to have
regained her composure and to be determined not to give an inch; she
spoke now with an authority no one had ever seen before. 'But it won't
take long. It's strange to see what's going on here, especially when, as we
all know, in the days of Ahab, men often used to come to the village
claiming to have a special powder that could turn lead into gold. They
called themselves alchemists, and at least one of them proved he was
telling the truth when Ahab threatened to kill him.
'Today you are trying to do the same thing: mixing lead with blood,
certain that this will be transformed into the gold we women are holding.
On the one hand, you're absolutely right. On the other, the gold will slip
through your fingers as quickly as it came.'
The stranger could not grasp what the young girl was saying, but he willed
her to go on; he had noticed that, in a dark corner of his soul, the
forgotten light was once again shining brightly.
'At school, we were all told the famous legend of King Midas, who met a
god who offered to grant him anything he wished for. Midas was already
very rich, but he wanted more money, and he asked to have the power to
turn everything he touched into gold.
'Let me remind you what happened: first, Midas transformed his furniture,
his palace and everything around him into gold. He worked away for a
whole morning, and soon had a golden garden, golden trees and golden
staircases. At noon, he felt hungry and wanted to eat. But as soon as he
touched the succulent leg of lamb that his servants had prepared, that too
was turned into gold. He raised a glass of wine to his lips, and it was
instantly turned into gold. In despair, he ran to his wife to ask her to help
him, for he was beginning to understand his mistake, but as soon as he
touched her arm, she turned into a golden statue.
'The servants fled the palace, terrified that the same thing would happen
to them. In less than a week, Midas had died of hunger and thirst,
surrounded by gold on all sides.'
'Why are you telling us this story?' the mayor's wife wanted to know,
putting her gold bar back on the ground and returning to her husband's
side. 'Has some god come to Viscos and given us this power?'
'I'm telling you the story for one simple reason: gold itself has no value.
Absolutely none. We cannot eat it or drink it or use it to buy more animals
or land. It's money that's valuable, and how are we going to turn this gold
into money?
'We can do one of two things: we can ask the blacksmith to melt the bars
down into 280 equal pieces, and then each one of you can go to the city to
exchange it for money. But that would immediately arouse the suspicions
of the authorities, because there is no gold in this valley, so it would seem
very odd if every Viscos inhabitant were suddenly to turn up bearing a
small gold bar. The authorities would become suspicious. We would have
to say we had unearthed an ancient Celtic treasure. But a quick check
would show that the gold had been made recently, that the area round
here had already been excavated, that the Celts never had this amount of
gold - if they had, they would have built a large and splendid city on this
site.'
'You're just an ignorant young woman,' the landowner said. 'We'll take in
the bars exactly as they are, with the mayor at a bank and divide the
money between us.'
'That's the second thing. The mayor takes the ten gold bars, goes to the
bank, and asks them to exchange them for money. The bank cashier
wouldn't ask the same questions as if each of us were to turn up with our
own gold bar; since the mayor is a figure of authority, they would simply
ask him for the purchase documents for the gold. The mayor would say he
didn't have them, but would point out - as his wife says that each bar
bears a government hallmark, and that it's genuine. There's a date and a
serial number on each one.
'By this time, the man who gave us the gold will be far from here. The
cashier will ask for more time because, although he knows the mayor and
knows he is an honest man, he needs authorisation to hand over such a
large amount of money. Questions will be asked about where the gold
came from. The mayor will say it was a present from a stranger after all,
our mayor is an intelligent man and has an answer for everything.
'Once the cashier has spoken to his manager, the manager - who suspects
nothing, but he is nevertheless a paid employee and doesn't want to run
any risks - will phone the bank headquarters. Nobody there knows the
mayor, and any large withdrawal is regarded as suspicious; they will ask
the mayor to wait for two days, while they confirm the origin of the gold
bars. What might they discover? That the gold had been stolen perhaps.
Or that it was purchased by a group suspected of dealing in drugs.'
When she first tried to take her gold bar with her was now being shared
by all of them. The story of one person is the story of all of humanity.
'This gold has serial numbers on it. And a date. This gold is easy to
identify.' Everyone looked at the stranger, who remained impassive.
'There's no point asking him anything,' Chantal said. 'We would have to
take it on trust that he's telling the truth, and a man who calls for a
murder to be committed is hardly to be trusted.'
'We could keep him here until the gold has been changed into money,' the
blacksmith said.
The stranger nodded in the direction of the hotel landlady.
'We can't touch him. He's got powerful friends. I overheard him phoning
various people, and he's reserved his plane tickets; if he disappears,
they'll know he's been kidnapped and come looking for him in Viscos.'
Chantal put the gold bar down on the ground and moved out of the line of
fire. The other women did the same.
'You can shoot if you like, but since I know this is a trap set by the
stranger, I want nothing to do with this murder.'
'You don't know anything!' the landowner cried.
'But if I'm right, the mayor would soon be behind bars, and people would
come to Viscos to find out who he stole this treasure from. Someone
would have to explain, and it's not going to be me.
'But I promise to keep quiet. I'll simply plead ignorance. And besides, the
mayor is someone we know, not like the stranger who is leaving Viscos
tomorrow. He might take all the blame on himself and say that he stole
the gold from a man who came to spend a week in Viscos. Then we would
all see him as a hero, the crime would go undiscovered, and we could all
go on living our lives - somehow or other - but without the gold.'
'I'll do it,' the mayor said, knowing that this was all pure invention on the
part of this madwoman.
Meanwhile, the noise of the first shotgun being disarmed was heard. 'Trust
me!' the mayor shouted. 'I'll take the risk!'
But the only response was that same noise, then another, and the noises
seemed to spread by contagion, until almost all the shotguns had been
disarmed: since when could anyone believe in the promises of a
politician? Only the mayor and the priest still had their shotguns at the
ready; one was pointing at Miss Prym, the other at Berta. But the
woodcutter - the one who, earlier on, had worked out the number of
pellets that would penetrate the old woman's body - saw what was
happening, went over to the two men and took their weapons from them:
the mayor was not mad enough to commit a murder purely out of
revenge, and the priest had no experience of weapons and might miss.
Miss Prym was right: it is very dangerous to believe in other people. It
was as if everyone there had suddenly become aware of that, because
they began to drift away from the clearing, the older people first, then the
younger ones.
Silently, they all filed down the hillside, trying to think about the weather,
the sheep they had to shear, the land that would soon need ploughing
again, the hunting season that was about to start. None of this had
happened, because Viscos is a village lost in time, where every day is the
same.
They were all saying to themselves that this weekend had been a dream.
Or a nightmare.
Only three people and two torches remained in the clearing - and one of
those people was fast asleep, still tied to the stone.
'There's the village gold,' the stranger said to Chantal. 'It looks like I end
up without the gold and without an answer.'
'The gold doesn't belong to the village, it belongs to me. As does the bar
buried beside the Y-shaped rock. And you're going to come with me to
make sure it gets changed into money; I don't trust a word you say.'
'You know I wasn't going to do what you said I would do. And as for the
contempt you feel for me, it's nothing more than the contempt you feel
for yourself. You should be grateful for all that's happened, because by
showing you the gold, I gave you much more than the possibility of
simply becoming rich. I forced you to act, to stop complaining about
everything and to take a stand.'
'Very generous of you, I'm sure,' said Chantal with a touch of irony in her
voice. 'From the very start, I could have told you something about human
nature; even though Viscos is a village in decline, it once had a wise and
glorious past. I could have given you the answer you were looking for, if
only I had thought of it.'
Chantal went over to untie Berta; she saw that Berta had a cut on her
forehead, perhaps because of the way her head had been positioned on
the stone, but it was nothing serious. Now they just had to wait there until
morning for Berta to wake up.
'Can you give me that answer now?' the stranger asked.
'Someone must already have told you about the meeting between St
Savin and Ahab.'
'Of course. The saint came, talked to him briefly, and the Arab converted
to Christianity because he realised that the saint was much braver than
him.'
'That's right. Except that, before going to sleep, the two of them talked
together for a while. Even though Ahab had begun to sharpen his knife the
moment the saint set foot in his house, safe in the knowledge that the
world was a reflection of himself, he was determined to challenge the
saint and so he asked him:
'"If, tonight, the most beautiful prostitute in the village came in here,
would you be able to see her as neither beautiful nor seductive?"
'"No, but I would be able to control myself," the saint replied.
'"And if I offered you a pile of gold coins to leave your cave in the
mountain and come and join us, would you be able to look on that gold
and see only pebbles?"
'"No, but I would be able to control myself."
'"And if you were sought by two brothers, one of whom hated you, and the
other who saw you as a saint, would you be able to feel the same towards
them both?"
'"It would be very hard, but I would be able to control myself sufficiently
to treat them both the same."
Chantal paused.
'They say this dialogue was important in Ahab's conversion to Christianity.'
The stranger did not need Chantal to explain the story.
Savin and Ahab had the same instincts - Good and Evil struggled in both
of them, just as they did in every soul on the face of the earth. When
Ahab realised that Savin was the same as him, he realised too that he
was the same as Savin.
It was all a matter of control. And choice. Nothing more and nothing less.
Chantal looked for the last time at the valley, the mountains and the
woods where she used to walk as a child, and she felt in her mouth the
taste of the crystal-clear water, of the freshly-picked vegetables and the
local wine made from the best grapes in the region, jealously guarded by
the villagers so that no visiting tourist would ever discover it - given that
the harvest was too small to be exported elsewhere, and that money
might change the wine producer's mind on the subject.
She had only returned to say goodbye to Berta. She was wearing the
same clothes she usually wore, so that nobody there would know that, in
her short visit to the city, she had become a wealthy woman. The stranger
had arranged everything, signing all the papers necessary for the transfer
in ownership of the gold bars, so that they could be sold and the money
deposited in Miss Prym's newly opened account. The bank clerk had been
exaggeratedly discreet and had asked no questions beyond those
necessary for the transactions. But Chantal was sure she knew what he
was thinking: he assumed he was looking at the young mistress of an
older man.
'What a wonderful feeling!' she thought. In the bank clerk's estimation,
she must be extremely good in bed to be worth that immense amount of
money.
She passed some of the local residents: none of them knew that she was
about to leave, and they greeted her as if nothing had happened, as if
Viscos had never received a visit from the Devil. She returned the
greeting, also pretending that that day was exactly the same as every
other day in her life.
She did not know how much she had changed thanks to all she had
discovered about herself, but she had time to find out. Berta was sitting
outside her house - not because she was still on the watch for Evil, but
because she didn't know
what else to do with her life.
'They're going to build a fountain in my honour,' she announced. 'It's the
price for my silence. But I know the fountain won't last long or quench
many people's thirst, because Viscos is doomed whichever way you look
at it: not because of a devil who appeared in these parts, but because of
the times we live in.'
Chantal asked what the fountain would look like. Berta had decided that it
should be a sun spouting water into the mouth of a frog. She was the sun
and the priest was the frog. 'I'm quenching his thirst for light and will
continue to do so for as long as the fountain remains.'
The mayor had complained about the cost, but Berta would not listen, and
so they had no choice. Building work was due to start the following week.
'And now you are finally going to do as I suggested, my girl. One thing I
can tell you with absolute certainty: life can seem either very long or very
short, according to how you live it.'
Chantal smiled, gave her a kiss, and turned her back on Viscos for the last
time. The old woman was right: there was no time to lose, though she
hoped that her life would be very long indeed.
The End
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